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Still can't find the mood to write

2010-07-04T14:05:00.005+08:00

This blog will remain "bersarang" until further notice.. ;-]

Apakah blogku diserang VIRUS?

2010-04-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

Terkesima sebentar to see the list of comments.. adakah virus telah menyerang? owh no! actually, this is not the first time.. b4 ni pun cam kena jugak but because i was regularly updating, so each time i would just deleted it. But this time around.. dua to my lack-of-leisure time... i haven't actually logged in the blog. Just blog-walking jer everyday... so bila hari ni cam terasa nak meng'update.. nah... list of anonymous comments... ceh!

Remember me

2010-03-14T01:11:00.003+08:00

Went to watch this movie @ the curve today. Despite not so great reviews i read, I love this movie to bits. It's a nice movie about love, loss, pain and grief.

This movie is about Robert Pattinson who plays as Tyler, a rebellious young man in New York City who has a strained relationship with his father (Pierce Brosnan) ever since tragedy separated their family. Tyler didn't think anyone could possibly understand what he was going through until the day he met Ally (Emilie de Ravin) through an unusual twist of fate. Love was the last thing on his mind, but as her spirit unexpectedly heals and inspires him, he begins to fall for her. Through their love, he begins to find happiness and meaning in his life. Soon, hidden secrets are revealed, tragedy lingers in the air, as the circumstances that brought them together threaten to tear them apart. Set in the summer of 2001, Remember Me is an unforgettable story about the power of love, the strength of family, and the importance of living passionately and treasuring every day of one's life.

The only villain is the flawed script and an unwanted ending. The script leaves you with a lot of unanswered questions, where as the ending is left for the viewer to interpret. But all in all.. i give this movie 4 stars out of 5. Ignore what others said, just go, watch, feel and enjoy!

"Gandhi said that what ever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it.. "

Gue lost tahap gaban!

2010-03-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

I always deny the fact when my sisters said that my life revolves around the boyfriend je. Weh.. mana ada weh. I have other things in life oso ok. Ye ke? Ye lah! mana ada ngan bf jer. hmm.. betul ke?

The question is, why do i feel so lost when he's away?

Maybe my sisters are right after all.

Oh... when is he coming back...? :(

Saturday morning activity

2010-03-13T13:43:00.004+08:00

- Aerobic & jog @ Tasik Shah Alam -

Hi kawan2.. so this my activity now every Saturday morning. Aerobic and jog beramai2 dekat tasik shah alam. It is open to public. Sapa2 yang interested nak join, mari la beramai2. It's fun i tell u. No matter if u are students ke, housewifes ke, lecturers ke, executives ke, tak kisah... we mingle around, get to know each other and the best of all enjoying the fresh morning breeze.. it is very relaxing.

At the moment, there is a weight lost challenge (wlc) going on. And i am joining it.. wooohooo!!! The challenge will be a 12 weeks challenge and it's already the 6th week now. Today is the last registration day already.. unfortunately. Each participant has to pay RM50 to participate. As of today, x silap i we have close to 50 participants. So at the end of the 12th week, sapa yang paling banyak lose weight will be receiving the cash from the registrations. So basically, if ada 50 people, the winner will get RM2,500 la. Apart from that, to keep everyone motivated, every week pun ada prize jugak for those yang lost weight paling banyak bila compare dengan previous week... good eh? So i have another 6th week to workout, workout, workout. Actually, best jugak sebab everyone mmg best and sporting. We motivate each other. At the end of the day, it's not the $$ that matters. It's how we look like that matters. Seronok cos i can now focus on reducing my inches and kgs while having FUN, FUN, FUN! Pasni baru la best sikit nak gi tempah my engagement baju kan. hehehe.. :))

So friends, despite the wlc registration has ended, no worries. You can still come and join the aerobic and jog with us. Ni mmg open to all and it's FREE!! Gimme a call or email me if nak join ok.

The more the merrier!

012-6596543

naz_zdin@yahoo.com/nazzdin@gmail.com

2 weeks already

2010-03-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

So time flies... like really flies.. it is 2 weeks today that I am with the new Firm. Before that.. so so sorry peeps for not updating earlier. Not that i am super duper busy like i was always been during this time of the year.. yeah with peak and compliance and craps... but because i was kinda tired gearing up and settling down at the new place.

Alhamdulillah... the past 2 weeks was awesome. All the nervousness, sleepless nights (konon) and anxious before the start of my new employment were just for nothing. I felt very much welcomed there. People are friendly and yes my thoughts were completely wrong! Getting to know new people was the part that i felt very much nervous. But thank god, it was like very easy to get along with them. All my negative thoughts about them not being as bonded with each other like when i was in my old office were completely wrong. They are indeed very close with each other. Just like when i was in my old office. After 2 days i can already join the crowd, bergelak ketawa like they are not new people that i just met pun. I am so thankful for that.

Work wise, despite of now being a peak period, I can still singing and dancing and laughing while driving back home just before sunsets. For the first time in the last 5 years i can actually do that plus no working weekend for me just yet. Truthly speaking, i am not busy with compliance work. I am just assisting another group leader with reviewing some work under her portfolio as she is quite new to the service line and does not have so much experiences in compliance. Tapi assist jer kan, so memang as and when required, baru dia mintak tolong.

So what did i do for the past 2 weeks? goyang kaki? no.. no.. no.. 1st week there, i was already been given 3 advices to do. A week and 3 advices... woo.. did i say that correctly? yeap! and in the 2nd week, my partner put me on a project on payroll doc review to work alongside with a manager. The project is until october and we are completing it phase by phase. Very interesting, very good exposures. Yeap exposures.. things that i am looking for. Bila fikir balik... when i was at my old place, boleh kira brp advice yang dpt buat ever since i joined the firm. But here, alhamdulillah, peluang tu ada and terbuka for ALL.. and kat sini, xde concept "the chosen one" or "the favourites", etc.

Anyway, for the project, the first phase was completed today. When i sent out the email today, and when the global office responded with acknowledgement, i felt happy and satisfied. Mmg x bleh nak describe how the feeling was. Happy. Hopefully the next phases will run smoothly too.

Other than that, everything was fine. Of cos i cannot compare the structure/ facilities of the new office with the old one. Memang the old one tersangat la modern and luxurious. Lift cantik, workstation cantik, interior cantik, etc. But is that what really matters? May be for some people yes, but to me, apa guna dalam sangkar yang cantik tapi hati x happy? So despite of the not so modern interior/ structure of the new office - ala2 ofis IRB sikit la.. hahhahaa.. but i am indeed happy. For the new people i meet, the new exposures i get and yeap, the new environment i am in now.

Alhamdulillah, when some people asked me "ada x rasa menyesal tinggal kan the old office?", i can smile and said "No, i'm not."

And thank god, i am still keeping in touch with my kakis in the old office. We are still close. So, I don't think i'm losing anything and in fact.. i've gained more things. Hopefully more best things to come...

till then... :p

Top Host 2010

2010-03-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

Introducing my cousin, one of the 10 finalists of the top host 2010

Nabihah Md Rosdi. She is only 24 years old. Looks very mature right? All the best to her in the program. Anyway, she was announced the best in their 1st task - as a news reader. Memang x npk nervous langsung. Very confident. Congrats girl!

** Top Host, every Wednesday, 10pm **

Not any update, just feel like posting an entry tonite!

2010-03-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

Ok.. just a quick entry to keep my readers occupied + THOSE silent READER(S) yang i am sure sooooo eager to know bout my life now.. yes, i POSITIVELY SURE i know who you are!

I AM HAPPY NOW.. NEVER BEEN HAPPIER!!

Anyway, i remembered this entry i posted before. At the bottom of that entry, there is this sentence i wanna quote here...

"Talented men leave. Dead wood doesn't"

To some people, please la.. if you wanna be such a dead wood so much.. tolong la jgn sebok2 pasal org lain and spread stories/rumors/negative things bout other people. Sampai bila nak hidup macam tu. Insaf la! Tak pasal2 blog ku ini jadi famous... which i like, cos it helps increase my nuffy earnings.. aawwwww!

Strictly no more playing!

2010-02-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

Heh.. cam apa jer title right.

Ok peeps! I am officially a career woman AGAIN tomorrow. Yay! Seriously, despite that i can wake up a bit later and did not have to go through the ever-hectic traffic last week while i was being in between jobs, I really really seriously miss that title... yes! that career woman title.. LOL!

And what a coincidence... while i was on that non career woman week, I met my long lost friend in fb. I was like seriously caught in between when she asked about my work. What do i do, etc. Ok.. fair enuf, i'm a tax consultant... but where? should I mention my previous company or should i mention the new company i'm gonna go to? yes, memang la I was already being offered the place and i've accepted it, tapi i belum start lagi kat new company tu as at that date.. so then, terpaksa la citer panjang2 kat dia... huhuhu..

Another thing that made me think while i was on that week off, if in any event i was hospitalised, would the new company cover the expense? macam tak jer kan, cos masa sign the acceptance letter, clearly i stated there my start working date would be 1 March 2010. So, kena la guna my personal insurance coverange gamak nyer.. haih.. but alhamdulillah, nothing bad happened so far..

oh well.. okie dokie, am gonna get ready for the day.. is it gonna be a busy day already tomorrow for me.. i have the feeling it will be.. maklum la.. it is also the same peak here.. sigh.. wish me luck all!!

Melepak with the grandma

2010-02-27T23:31:00.001+08:00

Went back to wan's house in seremban today. Day trip jer.. cos my youngest sister is going back to her hostel today.. so i gotta send her to ktm. Dah lama x balik jengok wan. So alang2 i am still on leave + baby is not around + there was an electricity blackout from 11am to 8pm, yes.. today memang was a good day indeed to balik. On top of that, wan pun dah banyak kali suruh tolong cuci her bio-aura filter. So ok la.. balik la.. pity my granny.

Sampai sana around lunch hour. Dem! the weather was sooo hotttttt!!!

Wan didn't know that we were coming.. kinda surprise to her jugak. Sampai2, she terus ckp "Nasib awak datang, wan pening ni.." Ala wan ku ini... so cute.. So sampai2 terus picit2 kepala dia and "terik-terik" rambut dia untuk keluar kan angin. Note: Terik2 is a technique i learnt from my ex-maid untuk keluar kan angin from kepala and melegakan sakit kepala. Anyway, it worked because, after that she said "ha.. dah lega dah sakit kepala ni, awak nak makan apa? meh wan masak". Hehehe.. best best.. but of cos la we all tolong kan..

The rest of the day was just lepaking in from of the tv with her. Petang sikit, mama and ayah arrived cos they planned to sleep over. Anak2 mereka ni, beredar untuk pulang after isyak. But before that.. sempat lepak kat mamak opposite wan's house kejap with cousins.. and WAN!! ish.. suker lepak gak nenek aku ni.. haih!

~ memang sangat sedap burger kat sini, betul la apa yg didengar! ~

~ with my sporting grandma yang comey! ~

~ me.. x bleh blah.. nak amek solo gaks! ~

p/s: off to see my photographer friend shortly.. taraaa!

*** the end ***

Trip mencandat sotong

2010-02-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

The boyfriend is away this 3 days for his office trip @ course.. hmm.. to K.T for mencandat sotong. Sonok tul la org government ni kan... gi trip pun leh consider as khursus! Sungguh x aci.. ;p.. Oh! It is soooooo gonna be a longgggg dreadful days without him!!! The boyfriend is however, sweet enough to apply a leave today to spend time with me.. yay!!!

p/s : Gambar di atas tu, bukan gambar boyfriend saya yer kawan2. Tu saja jer gambar display which was taken from google image. Adoi.. marah kang bini pakcik tu nanti takut dia igt kitaorg ada apa2 pulak.. LOL!

Can I do the test again?

2010-02-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

Went to DKC for the aptitude and behavioral tests. First time sat for such tests.. nervous (hahaha... ) and excited!

Ok.. for your information, the test is basically to evaluate each individual's personalities. There were two tests that I had to undergo. A Tests for Selection and Training (TST) and a Personal Profile Analysis (PPA). Questions were not difficult, but I was required to answer like so many questions within a very limited time.

For the TST test, it measures a person’s mental processing speed, current ability level and ability to learn new information. The results provide insights into how quickly a person can learn and retain new skills and information. There were 5 areas for this TST test as below:-

FEATURE DETECTION

REASONING

NUMBER SPEED & ACCURACY

WORKING MEMORY

ORIENTATION

The PPA analysis on the other hand is basically a questionnaire that enables individual to become more aware of his/her work style. So, only by improving our self awareness will us have the means to consolidate our working strengths and compensate for our behavioural limitations.

I didn't know what to expect at the first place. Asked the HR person in charge if i should do anything to prepare for the tests... hahaha.. pretty nervous there. But she just said, have a good rest the night before and just come fresh and relax. So that was what I did... only that i was not so relax la on the way there.. huhuhu.. can I like do the test again now?? LOL!

All about the journey to become his wife

2010-02-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

Hmm... macam banyak nyer masa yg ada sampai buka lagi satu blog kan.. well.. not really actually. Reason being is.. since I am now very active surveying on bridal stuffs.. banyak sangat websites yang I need to bookmark. Nak list down all in this personal blog of mine macam congested giler. So.. that's when I think another blog would be good.. kan kan?

So.. harap2 la i'll get to update both simultaneously.. huhu.. i'll try not to abandon this as this one memang I have been using for ages la jugak.. tak kan la nak abandon kan.. huhu..

Well.. so this is the url to my new blog... feel free to follow.. so far not many entry yet lar.. ;p

http://naz-loves-rizal-forever.blogspot.com/

Lotsa love,
~Naz~

The last day at EY and off to DKC

2010-02-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

This was taken last week on my very last day (19 February 2010) with EY..

With mixed feelings on that day, I officially left my first job after 5 years and 2 months with the Firm.

On the 416th day together

2010-02-21T10:43:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 20th Feb 2010.. on the 416th day of being together, the boyfriend's family came to our little hut for merisik. 5 of them.. the parents, the sister and husband and........ yes, the boyfriend pun datang.. yayy!!

It was the first time for our side (yang dirisik) and also his side (yang merisik). So when they first arrived the conversation sgt rancak between our parents in getting to know each other. After about 20 minutes or so, tiba2.... silence.... and after that, I heard his dad was talking, slowly and calmly...

"Tujuan kami datang ni sebenarnya......" and it all began...

Alhamdulillah, all went well yesterday. Our parents are quite calm despite that this is a first time for everyone. Dates for the next occasions are still tentative and the boyfriend and I are still discussing. Thank god our parents are quite flexible and let us discuss our dates first and escalate to them after that.. I even heard his dad said "biar la budak2 yang discuss, diorang yang nak kawin." hehe.. best!

p/s: The boyfriend was soooo adorable yesterday that i could not get my eyes off him.. LOL!

V-day trip.. no no.. i don't celebrate V day ok =p

2010-02-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

~ Pix from google ~

Me going to Taiping Night Safari tomorrow! Yay... road trip with the family... I like!

Will update the stories when I'm back on Monday ;p

8 months and he lost 57kgs

2010-02-12T01:17:00.003+08:00

This is my sister's friend, Bob. I spoke to him once, masa mula2 I tried Herbal Life. At that time he was already on HL for 3 months if I'm not mistaken. Look how determine he is! I wanna be like him too.

bobbbbb!!!! nak kurus jugakkkk...

Perhaps, I should start back on the HL. Really need to have a strong mind to do this. And determination. And the dicipline.

Anyway, who ever yang interested to know how he did it, he can be contacted at 012-6878736

Bob, proud of u dude!

Sapa nak sponsor new rims?

2010-02-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

The above was taken 2 years ago masa mula2 tukar rims.

Dengan happy nyer, gi meracun budak2 getzzone pulak setelah asyik kita jer kena racun diorg.. ahaks!

Cantik giler ok masa baru pasang tu.

But now?

Kemik sana calar sana.. cos asyik langgar lubang + divider + macam2 lagi.

:(

Ikut kan hati nak tukar rims baru kalo ada $$$ lebih.. tapi.. bila fk2 balik... cam x nak la membazir lagi..

dillema.. dillema...

I am now smiling :)

2010-02-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

Following this entry...

I am now smiling.. alhamdulillah...

Ever since that day (which day eh? sometime a week back.. can't exactly remember when but it was one of the weekends la), I was very very upset after i had the conversation on that particular subject with him. Ditambahkan pula the night when I wrote the abovementioned entry, lagi la down tahap gaban kan.

Been praying a lot untuk ditabahkan hati and supaya Allah swt permudahkan semuanya. I could not for a second stop thinking of how upset i am. Tido pun x lena asyik fk jer.

And alhamdulillah, my prayers have been answered.

Cuppies..

2010-02-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

Ordered this for the bf's niece who turned 10 today. Sweet kan? Colourful. Asked the bf "sedap tak?" He said "Ok la..".. hehehe...

Remember this?

Gave the bf this last year for V day. Not that I celebrated it but saja jer alang2 the promo was for V day kan.

However, this year tak beli kan the bf instead I bought for myself... hahahha..

Reason being, i wanted to taste the cuppies.. dah order 2 kali from her tapi x pernah pun try.

My views?

Decoration : 4/5

Price : RM25 for 16 small size cuppies so approx. RM1.60 per cuppy. Quite expensive sbb kecik jer cuppy tu.

Taste : 2/5 - This is my honest opinion la.. tak kan nak tipu kan.. i think it can be improved la so that biz dia akan lebih successful :)

~ Sekian ~

Another sad night

2010-02-09T23:28:00.003+08:00

Apart from my sister, I have no one to talk to at this point of time... talk to? or rather expressing my deepest sad feeling at the moment. Of cos there will be my colleague.. but she is not on gtalk now and I will only see her tomorrow which by then the feeling may have gone away.

I am so so so sad right now. And I can just cry like right now... well, i did a while ago while talking to my sister.. but i can still feel the tears that is about to pour down any moment now.

The parents asked me again tonight... for i have no idea how many times have they asked already. It just breaks my heart again tonight..

"Bila mak dengan ayah dia nak datang. Mama nak gi Padang ni, boleh la mama cari apa2 yang patut." asked mama..

And I just stay silent...

" Dia dah bgtahu mak dengan ayah dia ke?" she asked again

"Entah..." I just paused... and then continued... "Tak tahu la ma.. " and I paused again...

Seriously, I just don't know how to answer or what to answer. It is just so difficult.. i hate to be in this situation. Feel like running away so i can avoid their questions again and again and that i can avoid seeing their full of hopes faces. I am so sorry mama, ayah... i don't know... i don't have the answers myself.

My sister asked me if I have asked him. Yes I did... many times.. and dah sampai rasa macam malu pulak asyik tanya jer. And ended up I just got even more upset and i just kept quiet. I ended up pujuk'ing myself again and again. I guessed he would not understand how i feel. So I decided to stop asking and go with the flow.

I just hope I have faith all the way.. and that I don't lost hopes..

Sometimes 3 years ago?

2010-02-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

Went through "My Picture" folder and found this.

Was taken in 2007 at LCCT on our trip to Langkawi

Yes, permed my hair.

That was my first trial and definitely the last one too!

:)

Last working MONDAY with the Company

2010-02-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Approximately 7 more working days with the Company before I close the book of my 1st job after graduated.

Can't wait! Happy! Sad! Excited! Nervous!

Lots and lots of mixed feelings..

Anyway, went home pretty late today.. definition of late for me now is after 5.30pm lar! reason being, I was in the same lift with my BIG boss this morning and it was 9am.. sigh.. giler lambat.. tup tup sama lift la plak.. aiyak! so if I were to leave at 530pm today, cam what would she said right.. dah la datang lambat.. balik sikit punya punctual.. aiyok~! For all i know, kang x pasal2 she will go and ask MIS to print kita punya entry/exit itinerary. Like what she did to one of the senior managers who retired a couple of years back.. teruk kan?!

anyway, i don't want it to look so obvious of me NOT being fair to the company kan.. cukup2 la tu.. hahahaha... insaf kot? dah resign baru nak nak insaf? x payah ler.. hahahaha..

so I stayed la a bit late buat apa2 yang patut... and yang paling patut i would think of doing was cleaning up my workstation... but the before and after effect doesn't look any different... seriously i do not know when to start. banyak giler ok.. definitely coming this long weekend to clean up all and definitely gonna drag the bf to help!

So 7 more days left. My portfolio has successfully been shifted to other seniors already. So as of now, I just try to assist where possible la yang mana2 yang left over or outstanding. Harap2 sempat la. I'll try my best to finish what I have on hand with all the managers. Cuma just for this one particular manager a.k.a anak emas boss whom I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo annoyed and pissed off with, tak kuasa nak habis kan keja dia. Lantak la dia kan.. kancong x kena tempat. serve her right. Anyway, my colleague said that "Why don't for once you just tinggal kan jer keja dia, lantak la kan, dia nak wat apa lagi kat u kan." True enough, I should do that. After all that she did/said last year kan.. screw her lar!

Oh yang paling best, boleh pulak she sms'ed me today after office hour and asked me to call our counterpart in UK.. please la.. i didn't reply her sms.. but i did call though. Not for her but because I pity my staff, if not surely she has to call tomorrow.

Okie dokie, gonna sign off now and go to bed. Look forward to my last working TUESDAY with the Company!!

p/s: Last working monday & tueday because next week monday & tuesday cuti.. sangattt best.. and will be having a lunch date on Wednesday... dengan sapa? jeng jeng jeng!

Company structure

2010-02-05T01:39:00.003+08:00

Friday!!

yay!!

Joke for the week

A friend of mine sent this via e-mail
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HILARIOUS!

9 words women use

2010-02-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'nothing' usually end in 'fine'.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of 'nothing'.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man... That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . That will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F--- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

p/s: so guys, fahami la wanita2 kamu yer.. :p

Introducing the new family members!

2010-02-03T00:31:00.003+08:00

Three adorable babies of Emily!!

The pictures were so hard to capture. The location is "bawah tangga" and it's dark. So i had to flash with a flashlight and capture them. Thanks to my HTC phone which has no flash on it's camera... bosan tul hp tu!

Aren't they cute? Sungguh nyenyak mereka tido. Look at the orange one, gemokkkk kan! Can't wait for them to open up they eyes and learn to walk. Now i'm thinking twice of not keeping all of them.. dillema.. dillema.. have to pujuk mama so that I can keep them all.. ;p

This is how i look like if i don't see him..

2010-02-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

The boyfriend was having a cocktail induction drink at the golf club earlier tonite. It is basically a get-to-know function for the new members at the golf club and the old members where the newbies are required to get the signatures of the seniors.. ala-ala macam induction kat Universiti dulu2 tu la kot i supposed.

Anyway, yesterday he said that if he comes back early then we'll see each other and me being a good girlfriend, i said "Takpe la b, u have fun la kat sana, if x sempat jumpa then jumpa malam lagi satu pun takpe." Heh.. konon la kan.. padahal dalam hati i was praying that he will come back early!!

Then at about 9pm, he sms'ed "B, kita jumpa esok ok, i still kat club lagi." and again being a good girlfriend I replied "Ok sayang, have fun, elok2 and jgn notty!". Tapi muka dah start monyok.. cam gambar kat atas tu.. waaaaa!!!!

Ok, yes.. we see each other every day... weekdays we would just take an hour or so at night to lepak minum and exchange stories for the day and weekends are our movie days where we would spend more hours together. And the days are soooo incomplete if I don't see him... like i'm missing something... hmm... :((

Anyway, i pernah cakap kat dia that i kesian he has to see me everyday dengan penat keja etc... but his answer is....

"Ntah la b, penat camna pun i rasa, I still nak jumpa you every day"...

heeee... *me smiling with a loonnngggg grinnnnn*

I like!

Another betting going..

2010-01-31T23:43:00.005+08:00

A male friend of mine called yesterday night and asked if i wanna bet on tonite's game. And I was like...

"Ok set! I'm in!"

May the best team wins!! Glory.. glory.. Man United!!

** updated **

Yay!! As expected!!

Man U 3 - 1 Arsenal

Orang yang kalah betting tu, jangan lupa yer kul 10am on Tuesday, my Java Chip Frappuchino Ice Blended at my workstation ya!

p/s: Nyesal gue x up kat betting. Takpe, next time.. next time...

Korang tau x? I baru tau.. ketinggalan betul.. hahaha!

2010-01-31T15:21:00.004+08:00

Carrefour go green?

Ok ok.. i have no idea since when it started. Haven't been to Carrefour for quite sometimes already (walaupun my house to Carrefour Subang is only 5 mins away). Anyway, went to Tropicana City to catch a movie (Universal Sodier), so singgah jap kat Carrefour there to buy some stuffs. Bought more then 10 items gak la... then masa bayar tu, cam pelik cos the cashier x letak dlm plastic. Then when i asked, she said "Oh, kalau kita charge satu plastic 10 sen, sekarang Carrefour dah x guna plastic." I was like "Laaa ye ke... tatau pun.. " malu pun ada time tu sebab cam rasa terketinggalan la plak.. hahaha!

Anyway, because I my stuffs cost more than RM100, the cashier said that they give the shopping bag as per the pic above. So next time nak dtg carrefour, bleh la bawak bag shopping tu lagi katanya.

So guys, when exactly this Carrefour go green thing has been started?? Lama dah ke? And kalau i nak shopping say like giant ke, tesco ker, boleh x bawak Carrefour nyer shopping bag ni? hehe.. ;p

Kita minum dulu!!

2010-01-31T02:54:00.004+08:00

Yummilicious!

Can't sleep so I dragged my sister to Hassan Cafe, SS 15 Subang Jaya for a nice cup of hot white coffee.

Delicious and cheap!

Harap2 sekarang boleh tido dengan lena.

~ zzzzzZZZzzzzzz ~

She's a mommy now!

2010-01-30T13:07:00.002+08:00

Emily is a proud mommy now!

Actually dah almost 2 weeks dah she gave birth to 3 little cute kiddos... 2 ekor kaler oren, 1 mixed colors of white, black, grey and orange. So my guessed, the father of these kiddos sure kaler oren gak. And come to think of it, mana ada stray cats kat luar tu yg kaler oren. The only kucing yang kaler oren is FLUFFY!! owh no... fluffy kah yang telah menodai Emily??? hmmm....

Anyway, the best thing is, the three kittens have heavy fur jugak. Best.. best.. I like! At the moment, tak berani nak capture their pics lagi. Tunggu dah besar sikit then I'll take their pics ok. Emily is back to her petite size. She is still adorable and after giving birth ni, makin manja. Tengok la ni siap terlentang lagi nak suruh gosok2 perut dia.. ishh...
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isn't she adorable?? :))

Home sweet home.. nyeh nyeh.. not yet!

2010-01-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

~ Still work in progress ~

A friend of mine mms'ed me earlier today with her message "Eh, rumah you dah naik la.."

Oh, quite surprise to see the progress. 2 months back I was kinda worried sbb tgk cam x gerak2. Siap ada another friend of mine takut2 kan cakap ntah2 tergendala... cis! Thank god, the boyfriend as always, calmed me down saying that nak buat kondo nak kena kuat kan foundation dia. sebab tu la lama sikit. And in no time, tengok2 dah naik one tower. Mine is tower B, level 16. hehehe belum ada lagi tu. Soon.. insyaAllah.

Anyway, there will be 25 floors if I am not mistaken. Based on the floor plans, Level 1-5 will be the car park, level 6 will be the facility areas, level 7 and above will be the residential. Each residential levels ada 4 units of condominium. There are 2 types of units, Bungalow type and Semi D type. Mine is a Bungalow type, which means I won't have any neighbour next to me.. i.e. kira nya kalau pergi kat balcony tu, xde la balcony orang sebelah next to mine. Unlike Semi D type, there will be 2 balconies side by side. So cam my unit ni more privacy la kan.

The condominium is expected to complete insyaAllah end of this year. Gedebak gedebuk, nak dpt CF, amek kunci etc, so mid 2011 la kot baru boleh masuk kot. Anyway, bought the condo before I am with the boyfriend. Before this mmg la plan nak duduk kat sini tapi now there may be some change of plans. Nak2 nyer the boyfriend has already bought a condo jugak. So insyaAllah bila kahwin nanti, I'll be moving into his condo and my condo ni nampak nyer akan disewakan. Well, we'll think about that bila dah sampai masa nya.. huhuhu...

All in all, i am soooo excited to see the progress of the contruction of my condo.. ;p

When your inbox needs cleaning up!

2010-01-29T17:42:00.005+08:00

More than thousand unread messages.. demmit!

This is one of the earliest e-mails that I registered when I was first introduced to internet. I think I registered using this e-mail address sometimes in the year 1995 when i was still in the UK. Lama tu weh.. and yes, I have been using this address for official stuffs and this add is sort of my main email add la.

However, as time goes by, i realised that this email has become congested with soooo many emails notifications... facebook la, friendster la, geni la, bills la, ACCA la, and the list just goes on. And so, I no longer use this email for my official stuffs anymore. In fact, I hardly open this e-mail unless for specific purpose la kan like to view my maxis bills etc. And that normally happens once a month!

Anyway, what makes me open this email today? Hehehe.. this is because one of the bloggers (yeah, u know eho u r..*wink*) asked if i have a YM.. so when i on my YM today, which i also seldom on it nowadays disebabkan kat office dah kena block, so i saw the numbers of my unread messages in the email. Aduh... banyak nyer and malas nak tengok cos mmg dah agak where the e-mails come from. But suddenly it urged me to open and go through the lists... takut jugak mana la tau ada one or two important emails kan. As expected mmg banyak unimportant emails.. so, alang2 tu, i think i need to do some cleaning up in there... sigh!

So peeps, I guess it may take a while for me to delete all the unnecessary emails especially when the internet is super darn slow right. Oh well, wish me luck!

An article for your reading pleasure

2010-01-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

I have actually received this article back in the year 2007 and it has been sitting in my inbox since then. Somehow or rather, I know that one day, this article will become useful in some ways. So here it is.. sharing the article with all of you out there!

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WHY EMPLOYEES LEAVE ORGANISATIONS ? - Azim Premji, CEO- Wipro

Every company faces the problem of people leaving the company for better pay or profile.

Early this year, Mark, a senior software designer, got an offer from a prestigious international firm to work in its India operations developing specialized software. He was thrilled by the offer.

He had heard a lot about the CEO. The salary was great. The company had all the right systems in place employee-friendly human resources (HR) policies, a spanking new office,and the very best technology,even a canteen that served superb food.

Twice Mark was sent abroad for training. "My learning curve is the sharpest it's ever been," he said soon after he joined.

Last week, less than eight months after he joined, Mark walked out of the job.

Why did this talented employee leave?

Arun quit for the same reason that drives many good people away.

The answer lies in one of the largest studies undertaken by the Gallup Organization. The study surveyed over a million employees and 80,000 managers and was published in a book called "First Break All The Rules". It came up with this surprising finding:

If you're losing good people, look to their immediate boss .Immediate boss is the reason people stay and thrive in an organization. And he 's the reason why people leave. When people leave they take knowledge,experience and contacts with them, straight to the competition.

"People leave managers not companies," write the authors Marcus Buckingham and Curt Coffman.

Mostly manager drives people away?

HR experts say that of all the abuses, employees find humiliation the most intolerable. The first time, an employee may not leave,but a thought has been planted. The second time, that thought gets strengthened. The third time, he looks for another job.

When people cannot retort openly in anger, they do so by passive aggression. By digging their heels in and slowing down. By doing only what they are told to do and no more. By omitting to give the boss crucial information. Dev says: "If you work for a jerk, you basically want to get
him into trouble. You don 't have your heart and soul in the job."

Different managers can stress out employees in different ways - by being too controlling, too suspicious,too pushy, too critical, but they forget that workers are not fixed assets, they are free agents. When this goes on too long, an employee will quit - often over a trivial issue.

Talented men leave. Dead wood doesn't.

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On being NOT appreciated

2010-01-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

Before i proceed further, let me just highlight here that this entry does not meant to say/talk bad things about other people. This is just merely what i experienced and my observations and hence i want to write it here.. wth? my blog right?

Honestly, it is not an easy decision to make in leaving the Company. As this is my first job since graduated, I have been spending in and out of the department for 5 years now. What makes it even more harder is that I like my job.. and yes, i want to pursue further and move up the ladder in this career and be someone out of it.

So, what makes me want to leave?

Exposure
Politic
People

Exposure
I don't think I've been getting the exposures & opportunities equivalent to some people. Oh, what a sec! Did I hear some people said that:

"Oh, she is hardly in the office, how could we give her the work. The turnaround time for this work is very fast, etc. etc."

To those people, stop bullshitting around with that excuses. Yes, I was hardly in the office before and so, due to that, opportunities were not given to me. Fine, fair enough. But what i find it weird is that, how come opportunities were also not given to my peers who were in the office all the time? And that all those work go to the same group of people over and over again?

Yes, we were told that if you want to do something, tell your managers, tell your counselor. I did that but anything? yeah.. more & more administrative things. But when the jobs came in, still no different, they go to the same bunch of people!

So when u do not have enuf of these exposures.. u will definitely get penalise when come year end. Is that fair? You didn't get that opportunities but u get penalised instead?

Politics
The no.1 rule... be in the right group of people! Even if you did bad, u have these people to back you up.. EASY! and you definitely walk on water through your time in the department.

The no.2 rule.. be a butt kisser. Pet the right people's shoulder. Uppss.. sorry.. this is not my area of expertise. I don't kiss butt and i don't pet shoulders!

The no.3 rule.. fake yourself. Even if you are upset with some people, you just need to fake it that you are OK with them. No matter how unhappy u are... u just have to wear your smile all the time... hypocrite that is...

People
Have you heard of this statement before, "People resigned not because they want to leave the Company but because they want to leave their superiors"

And to cut it short.. yes.. part of the reasons my friend & I are leaving is that we are indeed leaving our superiors.

p/s: Tetiba cam malas nak tulis panjang2 pasal politics & people ni. Apparently, lagi best to express verbally bout it as compared to write it down.. huhuhuhu.... perhaps i should cover the above in my exit interview later? what say u?

The time we go on separate ways

2010-01-23T22:30:00.001+08:00

Picture taken from Mira

This was taken on Pisah's 2nd last day with the Company. Thank god we get to snap this pic b4 we went home that day cos the next day, Mira & I fall sick and we took the day off.. huhuhu..

From just office colleagues, we have bonded well during our time with the Company. They are my "kakis" whom I go to lunch together, shared gossips, cried together during the most stressful moments, good listener to what ever issues I have, be it work related or personal. And the most important thing, they are friends that I can trust.

With Pisah already gone, now left Mira & me. I, however, have tendered my resignation last week once I got the offers and currently serving my 1 month notice. Yeap, the three of us are going separate ways now. Separate ways to continue our own journey of lives.

To Pisah & Mira,

Thank you for being such a wonderful friends. Thank you for giving me the support when I was at my lowest point. I would not have the strength to stay on if I do not have u girls around. Thank you for lending me your shoulders for me to shed my tears. Thank you for listening to my problems and craps. Thank you for the time that we shared. Thank you for the guidance and experiences that we encountered together. Thank you for lending me your hands when I needed the most. Last but not least, thank you for being part of my life journey and remember, true friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value.

May our paths cross again one day.

All the best in continuing your journey and may both of you be blessed with more & more good things to come!

p/s: Yes mira, I will always remember the day that both of you helped me with the interview. It was hilarious now that I think about it again.. hehehe..

Kemangkatan Sultan berjiwa rakyat

2010-01-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

Picture credit from Kosmo!

Salam Sembah Takziah

Alfatihah

The good news!

2010-01-20T23:23:00.004+08:00

I have officially TENDERED my resignation!!

How cool is that?

Effective today, I am serving my 30 days notice.. :))

Look at the cloud :))

2010-01-19T23:49:00.006+08:00

We've cleared up the air :))

Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, ini kan pula for 2 people in a relationship. Whose fault is it? well, does it matter? Of cos dua2 x nak mengaku kan... when in fact sebenarnya, dua2 salah. But anyhow, the air has been cleared. Thank god! Seharian kat ofis resah jer today. And we haven't had an argument for months already so cam bila gaduh semalam cam kena electric shocked jugak la. And i really2 hate it sebab it makes my day miserable. Alhamdulillah, so far we never had an argument for more than 24 hours.. and sangat la minta untuk dijauhkan!

My weakness when being in a relationship is that I am soooooo mengada that i want to be pampered all the time. Ini tidak mungkin terjadi when he is tired + busy + merajuk for some reasons. So... when he is in that mood and sort of x layan my mengada'ness, i will start to think negative. Ok..ok.. i have a very creative imagination yer kawan2. Due to my creativity, I akan merajuk sorang2 and he is definitely x layan. I know i know, very childish of me. And somehow or rather, my horoscope does mentioned it and he highlighted it for me in his email dengan message "rasa nya yang kaler merah tu memang betul". Cis!!!

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

p/s: great kisser?? wohoooo!!

I'm not in a good state at the mo..

2010-01-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

I'm sad

I'm frustrated

I'm confuse

I'm angry

My heart is in pain

Benci.. benci.. benci...

My heart needs to be considered too, you know..

Am i asking too much??

My Valentine’s Day

2010-01-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

My Valentine's day would be a dream comes true if I get to spend it with....
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~ PATRICK DEMPSEY ~

Yes, I heart HIM

Owh, isn't mcdreamy just soooo HOT?!

SO... on the V day,
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...Patrick will pick me up at my parents in a Limo...
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...for our Valentine's dinner, at a very fine dining...
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...on a Charter boat...
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...at The Palace of the Golden Horses mines...

After our romantic dinner,

... we will hop onto the, Eye on Malaysia
to enjoy the night view of the Kuala Lumpur City...

p/s: Hope I can win the tickets from Nuffnang!! Wish me luck!!

If only I have a real farm...

2010-01-17T12:48:00.003+08:00

Alangkah seronok nyer la kalau real life ada farm sendiri.. hasil titik peluh sendiri.. sendiri jadi boss.. and tak payah la nak "kiss butts" all the time right people?

Banyak ke nak start up capital to start off a farm business aye? Hahaha.. ada hati tu nak tanya tu. mcm la rajin sgt nak membanting tulang kan. I memang salute those people yang sanggup membasah keringat camni.. hmm.. eh.. eh.. what's with me and my BM dictionary words ni.. hmmm...

Anyway, at this point of time, baru lepas harvest all the crops & trees kat FV tu.. dah lama dah berbuah tapi x sempat2 nak harvest due to my lack of online time last week.. hehe..

Okie dokie peeps, don't forget to click on my NUFF yeah!

~ adios ~

Week ended 15 Jan 2010

2010-01-17T02:45:00.006+08:00

My analytics this week is so so so low!! Yeap, blame it on me.. havent got the chance to updates stuffs.

Anyway, this week has been one hell of a tired week. Went home from work at 9pm almost everyday. Too much stuffs to finish up in the office.. even though I know.. the work can never finish.

Due to the tiredness, I had mild asthma attack on Friday. Actually the whole week memang dah rasa restless.. stuffy most of the time and lost of breath at times. Took mc on Friday.. owh anyway, there is a new rules for my department to those who is going on mc. Previously, who ever is on mc, he/she will sms the admin centre and the admin lady will send an email to the whole dept to inform that the staff is on mc. However, now, our partner has imposed new rules whereby whi ever that is going on mc has to sms our partner to let her know first before sms is sent to the admin lady. So on Friday morning I sms'ed la the boss:

"Ms. xxx, I'll be on mc today. I'm having asthma. - Naz"

"Have you seen the doctor?", aiseh boss ni... klinik x bukak lagi la...

"No, my dad is taking me to the clinic when it opens"

"Ok"

Owh well.. ok ok, that was that about my tired + sick moments last week. Despite all that, last week had nevertheless ended as a truly happy week for me.. tak sabar nak citer bout what happened, tapi kena tunggu dulu. I need to keep it a silent for now. No.. no.. nothing about my relationship ok.. hehehe. It's about something that I have been waiting for since end 2009.

InsyaAllah, by end of next week baru boleh war2 kan kat sini okie... :))

Stay tune!

2010-01-16T16:05:00.003+08:00

Will be back for last week's updates!

Got some things that require urgent attention

Anyway, I've got GOOOODDDDD news!!

So stay tune..

;)

Lagu untuk semua

2010-01-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

Sebelas Januari Bertemu
Menjalani Kisah Cinta Ini
Naluri Berkata Engkaulah Milikku
Bahagia Selalu Dimiliki
Bertahun Menjalani Bersamamu
Kunyatakan bahwa Engkaulah jiwaku

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Pernahku Menyakiti Hatimu
Pernah kau melupakan janji ini
Semua Karena kita ini manusia

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

[Chorus:]
Kau bawa diriku
Kedalam hidupmu
Kau basuh diriku
Dengan rasa sayang
Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah Hidupku
Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut
Dengan sejuta warna

Something to keep me sane

2010-01-10T22:13:00.003+08:00

ALLAH answer prayers in 3 ways.

HE says YES & GIVES u what u want.

HE says NO & GIVES u something BETTER.

HE says WAIT & GIVES u the BEST in HIS own time.....

Tuhan itu lebih mengetahui kan?

Lost

2010-01-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

While i was having late dinner with the boyfriend earlier at Syed, SS 3 Kelana Jaya, an old chinese man came up to us and handed us an A5 size of paper...

"Wisky ran out from our home in Kelana Jaya since 2 Jan 2010 night and has not returned home. We are very worried because Wisky is old and dead feom the growth in his ears and partially blinded by cataract. Please call us ar 013 383 0567 (Mr. Woo) or 012 338 9555 (Ms Nicole) if you have seen him anywhere. Your help is greatly appreciated. Thanks!"

We were told that 3 days back some neighbours saw the above dog wandered around the shophouses nearby. So the owner is now distributing the flyer so that who ever that see the above dog to contact them.

Anyway, saja jer nak put in the flyer here. I can feel how sad the owner is. Lost my cats before... and only god knows camna sedih nyer i was at that time. Took a while to get over the lost. Sedih sangat especially bila fikir how the cats nak survive since they were all home cats. Anyway, I think now they (Maria, Snow, Simba, Abu, Nala) are all in heaven and resting in peace. Orang cakap, kucing ni kalau nak mati, dia x mati depan tuan dia. That's why they went away.. oh well.. maybe it's true.. tapi still... sedih sangat... :(

Sepandai2 tupai melompat...

2010-01-07T00:20:00.001+08:00

Got this from my friend's blog.

Kesian Ika ni, jadi mangsa penipuan seorang wedding planner yang x berhati perut. Actually not only her, tapi ramai lagi yang dah kena.

To friends/readers, hati2 yer.. (note to myself too!!).. takut nya.. bukan senang nak kumpul duit.. aleh2 kena tipu hidup2!

Mungkin at this point of time, si tupai masih melompat2 happy sbb berjaya tipu ramai orang. Tapi percaya la.. Allah SWT Maha Kaya, one day pasti si tupai akan jatuh jua ke tanah. Sekarang pun ramai org dah terkena and take precaution. Sampai bila nak menipu orang. Duit yang dapat pun tak berkat... nak bagi makan kat anak lagi.. oh yes, she has a son (dari sumber2 yang dibaca)!

Just remember TUPAI, what u give u get back!

p/s: i pulak yang emo.. sorry yer.. tapi mmg sungguh rasa kesian dekat mereka yang ditipu...

Exhaustion...

2010-01-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hari yang sangat penat dan x bertenaga!!

Ada orang tu bising sbb he said i slept very late last night. Ye..ye.. i know it was my fault. Dah la susah giler nak bangun pagi tadi... and while driving pun cam susah nak bukak mata. On top of that, traffic was superrrr bad. I was stucked at pantai dalam for almost 45 minutes!! Giler betul.. it was all because of the traffic lights were not functioning. Demmit! And i reached office very very late... 930am baru sampai kot... eh no no no... i reached the parking lot about 910am.. then merayau2 dlm parking lot tu sbb all parkings were taken.. ada la dlm 20minit cari spot. So by the time i came up it was already 930am. Sigh.. nasib x kantoi!

"Ala... sejam jer boss lambat... semalam I balik kul 8.30pm, x claim OT pun.. ok la tu kan..." huhuhu... boleh ke nak ckp kat boss camtu??? hahahaha...

Tried to clear as much work as possible today.. dah nak muntah dah review JELs.. with some help from starbucks with it's mouth watering ice cafe latte! actually nak cukup kan stamps jugak in order to get the free 2010 organiser, which explained why i have been having starbucks for breakfast these few days... LOL!

By the way, today was my counsellee buddy's last day (we called ourselves counsellee buddies because we share the same caunsellor.. hehehe!). Quite sad that she's leaving. She joined the Company about the same time I joined. Yes, she can be very loud at times but she has a very good heart. She doesn't mind sharing her knowledge with us... anything u r not that sure, u can just ask her and she, at all time is always willing to share. We are quite close even though we have our own kakis at the office. We do share some heart-to-heart conversation.. owh.. am definitely gonna miss her.. thank god to fb as it will definitely keep us connected.

Went back home 530pm sharp! Too tired to stay longer. Konon nak take a nap bila sampai rumah but i ended up watching "anak", a malay movie in which the actresses are ida nerina and erra fazira. owh, there is also this handsome indonesian actor in the movie who acted as a doctor. Charming... very charming.. not sure what his real name is but definitely gonna google some other day.

The boyfriend picked me up at about 8pm for dinner. Due to my lethargy, i was most of the time being silent. Pity him. Then while waiting for the food, I was playing my game on PSP while he read Apo!. After eating, i pulak yang baca Apo! and he played the PSP. Not much conversation going on there tonite.. hmm... not good.. not good!

Anyway, penat2 pun sempat berblogging + harvesting at the mo. Nak mandi ni but just toooooo tired so online jap aaa kan. Gonna go to bed early tonite, so i better stop typing now. Okie readers! Nite.. nite!

p/s: Ada meeting esok kat KLCC... malassss nyerr..... ;(

Sushi Tei & diet yang tak jadi2..

2010-01-05T23:55:00.006+08:00

Since big boss was not in the office today (supposedly not but she came around 4pm.. duh!), my officemates & i decided to drive out for lunch. While thinking of the place to go, teringat entry Raralicious makan sushi. Terliur beb... terliur!! It has been a while since I last ate Japanese food. And teringat that Mira & I memang nak bawak Pisah makan kat Sushi Tei @ Tropicana City since few months back tapi x berkesempatan. So, since Pisah is leaving the Company in a week time, we decided to belanja Pisah there.

~ Credits to Mira for the pics ~

Pisah & Myra

~ Pisah leaving for a better offer.. so happy for her! And introducing Myra, a new colleague of us from Pakistan and yes! that explains her gorgeousness ~

~ Mira & I~

~ owh.. mukaku yang sembab & mata ku yang sepet!! ~

Unagi Kabayaki

~ Mira punya but she x habis... so... ku songlap kasi licin.. hihihi~

Teriyaki Steak

~ Mine.. mine.. mine.. sangat delicious.. (exaggerated sket la ha.. tapi mmg sedap!) ~

Jumbo Yakitori

~ I think it's chicken & beef in soy sauce kot, ni pisah punya, tapi ku songlap gak sikit.. huhu ~

Ni x sure apa.. sapa punya ek? Myra ke? hehe..

Garlic Rice with chicken

~ Pisah & Myra had this.. yeap.. Myra who never had Japanese food before dare not try others.. x kena ngan tekak kot.. heee... ~
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all time favorite...

Soft shell crab roll

~ We (Mira & I) ordered another one again after our main course.. we had TWO of this.. yummy!!~

Lepas makan, I feel sooooo bloated... so bila nak start my 90-days on no rice nih?!! Asyik postpone jer nak berdiet nih... :(

Cayokksss Naz!

More on cat... or cats!

2010-01-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

Got this from my sister's friend fb..confuse jap.. ini mcm pun boleh ker??? Boleh pulak dia meniarap terkangkang camtu sambil tgk tv. And what makes it so engrossed with the show on tv. concentrate giler dier.. teramat adorable!!

On a related note, Ms Emily telah dibuntingkan by only god knows who. But from my observation, I think the father of the babies is this black & white stray cat (well, it's a stray cat to me because it's not mine, and suka merayau2.. but i think it's my neighbour's cat!!! LOL )

Emily is sooooo tiny that i always feel that she is still a baby. But roughly, I think she is a 2 year old beautiful young lady. Emily is still very tiny but she is sooooooo sarat now and dah tak larat nak jalan2 sangat... pity her. That son of a b*t*h has to be responsible!!!

~ her belly is soooo big & hard ~

On a 2nd related note, fluffy as usual is soooo sebokkk to see what's in the plastic bag I just put on my bed when i reached home yesterday....

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Happy burfday sis!

2010-01-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 31st birthday akak!!

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki.

May Allah SWT blesses u now, always & forever!

~ xoxo ~

t.h.e.r.i.n.g

2010-01-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

I'm so so happy

We found my engagement ring today @ Wah Chan, OU.

And he bought it...

Walaupun he said "B, ni belum u punya lagi tau, dah tunang baru jadi u punya."

and I replied "Ok.. tapi I simpan ye?" sambil buat muka comel..

Unfortunately, muka comel x jadi!

Cisss!!

Tapi ku sungguh gumbira

I can sleep smiling tonite =)

Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T18:46:00.006+08:00

Happy New Year Uols!!

At the mo, takde mood nak citer panjang2.. sbb tgh ngantukk.. smlm tdo kul 5am.. huhu..

so layan jer la our countdown celebration pixs last nite ye.

Enjoyzzzz..

@ The curve.. sungguh ramai manusia..

I think ada show kat Laundry.. but it was covered, so tak npk la from The Street tu..

Me & the sistas

Me & him

Jam tahap gaban so lepak minum dulu

P/s: Glad that i get to spent time with my sisters that last night. Ever since they came back for sem break.. x sempat nak hang out. Anyway, they are back to Uni already today. So sad.. :(

Geram!

2009-12-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

Gerammmm for today!!

No serious reason.. jap lagi ok balik la feeling ni.. huhu!

*grinn*

p/s: male readers don't boycott me yer.. kui kui.. ;p

Detective HOLMES

2009-12-30T01:20:00.003+08:00

Two THUMBS up!!!

Honestly, i thought i would have fallen asleep once i sat on the chair. I am actually not a big fan of this kind of detective2 story... tapi sbb the boyfriend wanted to watch it so much so teman la. But then, scene after scene made u wanting to watch more. Sangat best citer ni ruper nyer (tapi malas nak mengaku depan the boyfriend.. hehe). Go watch peeps... it is sooo worth it. Can't wait for the SH 2.. ada ke nanti?

Seeking help from Vanilla Coke

2009-12-29T19:58:00.001+08:00

and so, the boyfriend's right!

the coke (in my case, i took vanilla coke instead) helps making my sore throat feel much2 better.

of cos, mula2 cam...

"biar betul dia ni, elok ke tekak ni nanti?"

tapi alhamdulillah, hari ni x rasa perit sangat tekak ni..

But, please please... not the cold one ok. The boyfriend dah warning awal2, biar coke tu hilang sejuk dia... (of cos, x payah la gatal2 dipanaskan dlm microwave pulak kan.. hehe). so, dah agak2 x sejuk tu, minum la untuk melegakan tekak anda yang sakit tu... huhu.. cam wat iklan lak.

anyway, don't asked me if you can substitute it with pepsi or not cos honestly i don't know. You can try, thereafter pls share ur "experience" with us ok?

I was born in August.. I am August baby! =)

2009-12-28T05:05:00.005+08:00

It's 6 minutes passed 5am now... and i am not that sleepy just yet. The boyfriend just sms'ed to let me know that he singgah gunung semanggul (where the heck is that?) kejap.. owh btw, did i tell u that he was away last weekend? balik kampung, his sister got engaged. Anyway, now he is on his way back to me now.. can't wait! yay.. leh dating sok since both of us cuti!!

Anyway, there's this application on fb that i did. Tajuk dia "What does your birth month says about you?". And since I am still awake and can't sleep at this wee hour... lets analyse.. betul ke apa yang dikata... btw, no wonder i love number 8.. adakah kerana saya lahir pada bulan itu? hik hik..

Very ambitious - Erm.. Money wise, yes yes yes!... Career wise, previously yes, but skrg cam graph mcm menurun jer.. i dunno...
Brave and daring attitude - Brave? Yes, I am definitely a risk taker :). Daring attitude? At times, so yes.. true..
Devoted lover, sensitive nature - This is soooo true.. kawan2 ku juga pasti setuju.. kan kan kan
Get jealous easily - This is applicable for my relationship jer ye.. memang ku sgt senang jealous... uwaaaa.. trying hard to change though!
Get angry easily - Eh manade... tipu la benda ni.. (err... hmm... )
Proud of your achievement - Mesti la.. tapi bukan la riak ke apa kan..
Attention seeker - Also only applicable to my r/ship. Huhuhu.. sorry la.. i just cannot help it if i feel that his attention kat i cam hilang jap.. so i'll do things to get his attention more.. huhuhu..
Very generous - Ermm.. ye ker? ok la... (hehe.. malu nak puji diri sendiri pulak.. ;p)
Easy going - True
Strong character - Ye ke? Ntah.. x sure lak.. huhuhu...
Born to be successful - InsyaAllah...
Observant - Owh, mind u... i memang suka observe my surroundings. But no worries.. i always try to reserve negative comments.. hehe..
Creative bend of mind - Erm.. kalau suka berangan tu kira creative bend of mind ke?
Caring & loving - Ok, ni mmg nak puji diri sendiri... Rasa2 nya... betul la tu.. hehe..
Faithful friend - Alhamdulillah so far yes.

Owh, tiba2 my perut ku mcm sakit pulak.. dah 28th patut la... my monthly cycle is coming soon... punctual betul sekarang. Alhamdulillah la kan.. kira normal la tu. huhu. okie dokie.. gonna head to bed and try to sleep now... nak kena kira sheep ni.. nanyte!

Silent reader?

2009-12-28T04:19:00.002+08:00

I have a very active silent reader(s) from Jordan and US.

Siapakah itu?

**wink wink**

Greetings from me!

To all my BELOVED readers,

Visit me, read me & CLICK on my NUFF ya!

Luv, Naz
~xoxo~

Selamat Hari Asyura (10 Muharram)

2009-12-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

Peristiwa yang berlaku pada hari Asyura:

Allah jadikan 7 petala langit dan 7 petala bumi.
Allah jadikan bulan,bintang,matahari dan cakrawala.
Allah jadikan Arasy,Loh Mahfuz,Kalam dan Malaikat.
Allah mencipta Nabi Adam Alaihissallam.
Allah menjadikan Siti Hawa.
Allah menjadikan Syurga.
Dimasukkan Nabi Adam ke dalam Syurga.
Taubat Nabi Adam diterima Allah.
Nabi Noh diselamatkan oleh Allah keluar dari bahtera setelah bumi tenggelam selama enam bulan.
Nabi Ibrahim dilahirkan dan 10 Muharram juga Baginda diselamatkan Allah daripada pembakaran Raja Zamrud.
Allah menurunkan kitab Taurat kepada Nabi Musa.
Nabi Yusuf dibebaskan dari penjara.
Pengelihatan Nabi Yaakob yang buta dipulihkan oleh Allah.
Nabi Ayub dipulihkan oleh Allah dari penyakit kulit yang dideritainya.
Nabi Yunus selamat keluar dari perut ikan setelah berada didalamnya selama empat puluh hari dan empat puluh malam.
Laut merah terbelah dua untuk menyelamatkan Nabi Musa bersama pengikutnya daripada tentera Firaun.
Firaun dan pengikutnya tenggelam kedalam lautan tersebut.
Nabi Sulaiman dikurniakan Allah Kerajaan yang besar.
Hari pertama Allah mencipta alam dan menurunkan hujan.

Amalan-amalan sunat pada Hari Asyura:

Berpuasa-Pahalanya seperti mengerjakan haji dan umrah dan mati syahid.
Mandi dan membersihkan diri-Nescaya hatinya tidak akan mati dan tidak akan jatuh sakit pada tahun itu kecuali mati.
Melebihkan perbelanjaan dalam keluarga-Diluaskan Allah rezekinya serta beroleh keamanan dan kesihatan.
Mengusap kepala anak yatim dan menaruh belas kasihan terhadap mereka- Diangkat oleh Allah darjatnya kesyurga.
Sesiapa yang berbuat baik terhadap anak yatim pada hari Asyura, seolah-olah ia telah berbuat baik kepada semua anak yatim.
Menziarahi orang alim (banyak ilmu) dan belajar sesuatu ilmu daripadanya-Pahalanya seperti orang Muhajirin dan Ansar.
Menziarahi orang sakit - Pahalanya seolah-olah ia telah menziarahi semua orang yang sedang sakit.
Bersedekah - Pahalanya sepertiu bersedekah satu tahun kepada zuriat Nabi Adam dan seolah-olah ia tidak pernah menolak permintaan orang yang meminta kepadanya seumur hidup.
Membaca surah Al-Ikhlas sebanyak 1000 kali--Doanya dimakbulkan Allah.
Sunat bercelak mata - InsyaAllah tidak terkena sakit mata atau matanya dilindungi Allah daripada perkara maksiat.
Sunat menginai dan mengerat kuku.
Menjamu dan memberi minum kepada orang-Allah akan memberi seteguk air pada hari akhirat dimana dengan seteguk air itu tidak akan haus buat selama-lamanya.
Solat sunat 4 rakaat 1 salam pada waktu Asar - Diampunkan Allah dosanya selama 50 tahun terdahulu dan terkemudian.
Memperkukuhkan silaturrahim - Insya Allah dipanjangkan usianya.
Memperbanyakkan Zikir dan Selawat.( Khasbunnallah wa nikmal wakil, nikmal maula wa nikman nassir )

p/s: actually, i pun x igt yang hari ni dah 10 Muharram @ Hari Asyura. No wonder la mommy decided to change the tahlil kesyukuran to tonite instead of last night. Anyway, Selamat Hari Asyura semua!

It's a year today!

2009-12-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah

Thank you for such a great year, though the beginning was kinda rocky to begin with.. but we did pull it through!!

love ya!

~ xoxo ~

May there is something good in store for us in the future.. insyaAllah.

Cuba la dengar kata sikit!

2009-12-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

His cheeky face!

Baru jer tukar cadai tau!!!

Suka suki jer budak kuning ni!!

Budak kuning kat atas ni tersangat la nakal sekarang ni!! Nak marah lebih2 kesian, sebab comey sgt.. tapi.. aduh.. degil!!!! Fluffy is a home cat, memang x pandai nak merayau2 kat luar rumah. Kalau keluar pun, he knows his limit sampai gate jer. And dia tahu kalau kuar rumah, just to do his things jer kat his little potty outside the house. Makan sumer mmg kat dlm umah. And of cos, tido pun, if it's not on my bed, kat mana2 yang empuk la.

Tapi, malam tadi, i dunno why.. maybe he memberontak kot asyik kena dok dlm umah jer. So while i was hanging my wet clothes outside, budak kuning ni, sebab he knew i was outside, dia pun keluar ikut sliding door (memang his way in & out to go to his potty lah.) So, when i was done with sidai'ing my clothes, ajak la dia masuk. Boleh pulak he ran, under my dad's car and duduk kat bawah tu. So, terjerit2 la daku tengah2 malam suh dia masuk. Tapi dia bleh wat dekkkk jer.

So, i did the trick yang slalu i buat.. tutup pintu, tutup lampu & menyorok. Lama gak la, ada la dlm 3 minit... selalu nyer within few seconds, dia memang akan masuk ikut sliding door tu balik sebab dia ni pengecut gak sebenarnya. Tapi ni tak, tunggu punya tunggu x masuk2 jugak. So i switched on the lights, buka pintu and keluar balik. Terbongkok2 la tepi keta tu, nak tarik kaki dia. Tapi disebabkan dia buat bunyi manja dia tu, x sampai hati nak tarik sebab takut dia sakit. So i bangun and told him "fluffy, tido la kat luar, nanti anjing makan x tau". And sambil jalan nak masuk umah, i sambung (still x puas ati tu) "fluffy, kalau x masuk umah, xmo kawan".. hahhaha.. ok ok.. yeap, i do talk to my cats like that!

I don't think he came inside last night sbb normally kalau dia kat dlm umah, sure dia dah naik to my room to sleep on my cozy bed. Ni xde pun.. so i assumed he x masuk la.. DEGIL! And pagi tadi, masa nak gi keja, dia dengan muka x malu nyer datang gesel2 kat kaki sbb nak breakfast. And it was my turn pulak buat dekkkk kat dia.. padan muka! I just put his whiskas dlm his bowl then i walked towards the door. Xde pun nak gosok2 kiss2 dia like every morning. I think dia pun pelik napa i angkat and kiss2 him sebab he just stood at his plate while looking at me walked away. Hmmm.. biar dia rasa... serve him right!

Masa balik keja tadi, masuk2 rumah, fluffy dah tunggu depan pintu. Eiii comel nyer budak ni... tapi still x nak tego dia, so i buat x tahu jer. Gi dapur minum air, tgk bowl dia ada makanan lagi, so i went straight up. Hehehe.. budak kuning ni ikuttttt jer gi dapur and naik atas sambil nyiau2.. nak suh angkat la tu...

So, kat atas, lepas dah tukar baju sumer, baru la i picked him up and kiss2 dia. Adalah dalam 20 minit bertahan buat dekk tapi kalah sebab kesian plus comey sangat budak ni.. so masa dukung dia tu, sempat lagi tu pesan kat dia "haa, lain kali jangan buat lagi tau.. degil sangat la fluffy ni!". Huhuhu.. i know he understands... :)

p/s: uppss.. panjang nyer blabbing bout him.. hehe.. sabar yer readers!

Speaking of being a multi-tasker

2009-12-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

Unbelievable!

I can actually apply my multi-tasking skill online.. hehehe.. I am currently...

...watching nenek kebaya on tv9 online...

(pisah ckp citer ni best, tu layannn tu..)

...blogging...

...blog walking...

(hehe.. currently on zaquan adha's blog, thanks to Niza for the link!)

... and my all time favourite... plowing, harvesting, seeding.. on FARMVILLE!....

terrer x?

hehe.. thanks to the network sebab laju bagai malam ni!

kalau x asyik wat hal jer maxis nih.. huhuhu...

Sore throat

2009-12-22T23:48:00.003+08:00

My sore throat doesn't get any better.. sob.. sob... :( It's kinda weird that i often get sore throat nowadays. Is it the weather? Or is it the cold drinks? I no longer smoke so high chances that the cold drinks are the reason... oh well..

Niway, didn't do nothing much today except blogs hopping all dau long. It's amazing that there are sooooooo many interesting bloggers out there that I came across. I love reading their writings. All of them have their own uniqueness... it is so entertaining!

Well, i sort of have nothing much to say tonite... can't think straight as the throat is tickling itself so badly. Am just gonna take some caugh syrup and head early to bed.

Nanite readers!

Kau yang aku cinta

2009-12-22T14:46:00.006+08:00

Dalam proses bersiar2 membaca blog2 bloggers... mata ku tersinggah di blog Miss Helena ni.

Owh.. ada contest!

Interesting ya.. and tak susah... I like!

Contest ni kena mereka pantun 4 kerat dengan tajuk "kau yang ku cinta". And here is my pantun...

"Kali pertama memandangmu hatiku tertawan
Tapi ternyata kau tak pandang
Mungkin kerana warnaku kuning dan kau kelabu
Tapi Emily, percayalah bahawa I memang LEBIU..'

My adorable cats - Mr. Fluffy & Ms. Emily

So come on now peeps.. jom join contest nie beramai2.. the more the merrier right! Tarikh tutup lambat lagi.. 23 Jan 2010.. still got time.. c'mon, c'mon!

Life is F.U.N.. :)

p/s: Cik Helena, sudi2 la menerima penyertaan saya ni yer.. ;p

Venting out my frustration

2009-12-21T21:11:00.004+08:00

Firstly let me remind all that this is my blog, thus, what ever i write in here is my say. So sapa2 yang x puas hati, dipersilakan bawa cursor anda menuju ke icon "x" at the top right hand side of the screen and CLICK! simple isn't it?

Secondly, i would like to congratulate two my colleague in the team who will become ex-colleagues in just a couple more weeks to come, for accepting the offer that came just at the very best time. We will follow u insyaAllah... we? hmm...

Ok.. let me proceed with the entry for tonite. Earlier today, at that place.. had a deep deep conversation with my super superior... more of like venting out all my frustrations. Alhamdulillah.. lega!

Details were:

My frustration;
My frustration; and
My frustration.

Frustrations of how some ppl can be sooooo inconsiderate. Frustrations of how some ppl can be soooo nice in front of u but in reality they are just plainly EVIL. Frustrations of how u worked ur ass off for some people but they didn't acknowledge u or backed u up just to ensure that their territories are safe (so why bother taking care about their subordinates!) Frustrations of how some ppl can just "cuci tangan", "goyang kaki" by just leaving everything to ppl that they know they can just dumped everything to... and yet, no acknowledgement given and no backing up received. Frustration on how some ppl can easily change their moods (kes mood swing la ni..) and expect everyone to follow their swingssss... ah pls.. whatever! Frustrations on the thought that my portfolio under some ppl are expandinggg and yet, what do i get thereafter? Another dissapoinment? Another sucks year? Another BAD BAD reviews as no one bothers to back me up? Sigh... and the frustration lists just goes on and on.

Somehow or rather... it's not the work that really pressure u so much. It's the attitude of ur superiors. After all, people resigned not because they are leaving the company.. BUT they resign because they are leaving their BOSSES!

I am not mean by writing this.. again, this is my blog and i am merely expressing what i experienced this year.

I may look ok to u.. yes u... but the thought about not getting compensated as i should just still haunted me... and honestly i am not ok. Seriously, i don't deserve this. And stop telling me that the absentism caused this... hey... open up ur eyes... there are other people too that should be penalise if it was bcos of the absentism. Can't u see???? And don't say that i didn't do well... i know how i worked last cycle.

It is just UNFAIR!

Belated birthday pressie :)

2009-12-20T23:27:00.001+08:00

Following this entry & this entry...

Finally, bought him his birthday pressie.. kinda 1 month late from his bday cos the boyfriend ni asyik delay2 jer every time.. ;p

And he totally ignores me now...

& me....
entertaining myself with my HTC.. was photo capturing & surfing (walaupun the restaurant wifi was soooo darn slowww.. stress aku!) while the boyfriend was totally engrossed with his pressie... xpe.. kasi can.. dah lama sikit, i want to playyyy pulak.. hehe..

Wedding of an engineer & a doctor

2009-12-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to my 2nd cousin, Arif & his wife Areena!!

And the rest, pictures of the cousins, uncles & aunties.. enjoy!

******

Kisah penghijrahanku

2009-12-18T02:22:00.003+08:00

Who would have thought that I would decide to cover my head last year (i.e. 1430H)?

Neither would i.

Yes, i do have have the intention to wear tudung one day... but it was just intentions. Or the earliest time i could think of to cover my head would be after i get married... that is if my husband would asked me to!

I was a stucked up daughter who would always go against my parents all the time when it comes to covering head. After all, my other siblings are all free-haired so why would i be bothered to cover mine? The only time I could remember me covering my head was during my kindergarden time as the kindergarden i attended was a Tadika Islam. Oh and also, when i attended sekolah agama during primary time. Other than that, it would be during agama lessons in school and UIS classes in the Uni. Tu pun, it was not like I was wearing proper tudung. Just as long as I covered my head with a piece of cloth regardless how jarang the selendang was, then it was ok.

As I grow older, my dad would always make known to us (me & the sisters) that he wants us to wear tudung. To no surprise, i gave him all sort of excuses of not wearing tudung for me & on behalf of my sisters. Mainly ~ "I'm not ready", "I don't want to be a hipocrite", "Ala, igt sumer org pakai tudung tu baik sangat ke", "Macam kampung la", "Daripada depan mama&ayah kitaorg pakai tudung, then blkg kitaorg bukak, baik x payah", and the list goes on....

I once had an argument with the boyfriend on this tudung thingy. I can still remember, it was in One Utama when we had our snacks at Burger King. Oh masa tu, I was so firmed of not wanting to wear tudung. Kelakar jugak bila fk balik. Penat jer gaduh!

Ok so how did I get the "hidayah"?

Honestly, i can't exactly remember how. Cuma, early 2009, tiba-tiba I realised that I was sooo into browsing tudung on the internet. I would browse on different ways of wearing tudung. I observed people who cover their heads. All these about tudung and covering head suddenly become an interest to me.

Yang paling tak disangka, i woke up one morning, opened my eyes and suddenly I have this feeling of wanting to perform umrah sooooo much. I went downstairs, dengan x mandi sumer lagi, I told my dad my intention. He was very surprised and of course happy (sebab late 2008, he did ajak me to do umrah but as usual i gave him all sort of reasons!). And from that moment on (eh, cam lagu shania twain pulak.. hehe!), I decided to cover my head after balik from Umrah.

Alhamdulillah, it is now 7 months umur penghijrahanku. Automatically, bila dah bertudung, pakaian pun dah x macam dulu sangat. Of cos, tak la drastic giler tutup aurat sumer but slowly, there are improvements. And at the moment, I just cover my head bila keluar rumah je. Belum la sampai tahap, keluar sidai baju or siram pokok bunga pun sarong tudung. And belum juga tahap org dtg rumah pun i pakai tudung jugak. Hehe.. slowly... a step at a time :)

And of course, dalam hati sentiasa berdoa supaya penghijrahan ni berkekalan. Takut jugak if it is just hits of the moments and that one day tiba2 rasa tak nak pakai tudung balik. Yelah, kita ni manusia biasa je... dugaan banyak, datang dari semua angle. Tapi, alhamdulillah, i have my close friends and the boyfriend who are being very supportive. My sisters, even though they are still free-haired, they are the most coolest and supportive sisters i ever have.

And of course, my parents are the most happiest people of all to see that their most stucked up daughter has changed.

So readers... doa kan I ye supaya Allah SWT tetap kan hati I dengan pilihan yang i buat ni and jauhkan dugaan2 dari anasir2 jahat ye.

InsyaAllah... Amin..

Last but not least, Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah 1431H to all muslim readers. Semoga tahun ni lebih bermakna untuk kita semua.

Click it! Yeah.. click it babeh!

2009-12-17T13:19:00.003+08:00

My dear readers

Happy Thursday.. last working day for the week!!

YAY!!

Also

Selamat menyambut Awal Muharam 1431H

And...

Don't forget to CLICK my NUFFNANG ya!!

Thankxxx & Love ya!!!

Muaaaahhhhhhhh... XOXO!

The proposal

2009-12-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

No.. no... not me who just got proposed from my boyfriend!! As a matter of fact, I once asked the boyfriend before (prior to our M plans):

"B, nanti kan macamna u plan nak propose kat i eh?"

He answered:-

"Laa... kena ke propose2.. tak payah la propose, memang i tahu the answer is going to be yes.. watpe nak propose2.."

AiyakKk~!

Erm... that was so confident of him!!

Anyway, this entry here is not about me. It's about a very dear close friend of mine whom I'm not supposed to say her name out loud just yet. She just got proposed from her knight in a shining armour! Oh boy.. what can I say.. I AM SOOOOO HAPPY FOR HER! And coincidence or not, our planned W month is like SAME! How cool is that? So we can go check out stuffs together yeah babe ;p

CONGRATS DARLING GIRL!

About 3Ks

2009-12-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

My aims before reaching the age of 30...
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Kurus

Kaya

Kahwin
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Kurus - Masih mencuba dan terus mencuba

Kaya - InsyaAllah, dengan berkat usaha yang berterusan

Kahwin - Plan dah ada, insyaAllah (he said: Baby, I tak nak u bgtau sapa2 lagi tau, tapi roughly bulan xxx, so blh la u ready..;p)
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Semoga apa yang dirancang dan dihajati menjadi kenyataan

Amin

Premium Beautiful Corset - Only 1 set available!

2009-12-14T18:41:00.001+08:00

Further to my previous entry, let me recap here the info. on Premium Beautiful corset to those yang still ragu2 of the benefits and functions.

PAKAIAN DALAM PEMBENTUKAN BADAN PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL membentuk kontur keseluruhan badan yang menarik, bentuk badan yang sihat dan seimbang. Memberikan kesan secara serta merta dengan selamat tanpa memerlukan pengambilan ubat, melakukan pembedahan dan senaman.

Kelebihan kualiti kain Premium Beautiful :

Rekabentuk stereoskopik sinar infra merah jauh yang berdasarkan potongan rangka badan manusia. Ia berfungsi mendorong peredaran darah dan proses metabolisme.
Kuasa serapan yang baik, sesuai untuk dipakai seharian, pakaian dalam yang boleh dicuci dan tahan lama.
Kuasa regangan dalam semua hala. Dapat diregang secara 360 darjah mengikut pergerakan badan tanpa mengubahkan rekabentuk asalnya.
Sinar infra merah jauh yang dapat menambahkan kekenyalan dan ketegangan buah dada dan menggiatkan tumbesaran buah dada.

COLI PANJANG / LONG BRA

Fungsi:

1. Cawan coli dengan 3 keping jahitan stereoskopik dapat menolak atas, menyokong dan menetapkan kedudukan buah dada.

2. Rawan keluli memori berfungsi untuk menetap dan menyokong buah dada.

3. Rekaan kuasa tekanan dan regangan berganda pada bahagian depan coli dapat menyelaras perut yang buncit lalu meninggikan kedudukan kontur buah dada.

4. 2 batang keluli berupaya untuk menyelaras dan membentuk kontur badan.

5. Rekaan kuasa tekanan dan regangan berganda pada bahagian belakang coli dapat menutupi bahagian belakang badan, dapat menyelaraskan lebihan lemak pada bahagian belakang , turut mengatasi masalah berbadan besar.

6. Rekaan bentuk ' U ' pada bahagian belakang coli bukan sahaja dapat menguruskan badan, malahan menambah kontur bahagian belakang.

7. Perhiasan berlian berbentuk rama - rama menonjolkan keunggulan produk.

8. Rekaan 3 pasang cangkuk membolehkan anda membuat penyelarasan yang sesuai.

SELUAR DALAM PANJANG / LONG GIRDLE

Fungsi:

1.32 kepingan jahitan stereoskopik, berdasarkan teori mampatan berserpihan, mengagihkan lebihan lemak ke arah bahagian badan yang bersesuaian.

2.Rekaan dan jahitan unggul cawan pinggul dapat membetulkan pinggul yang lentur, membentuk kontur pinggul yang mempesona dan meninggikan pinggul.

3.Mengasingkan kontur peha dan pinggul, mengagihkan lebihan lemak pada peha ke dalam cawan pinggul dan membentuk kontur pinggul yang sempurna.

4.Dilengkapi dengan kain jenis kapas yang selesa pada bahagian dalam pinggang seluar dapat memperbaiki dan membentuk kontur pinggang yang mempesona.

5.Perhiasan berlian berbentuk rama ¨C rama menonjolkan keunggulan produk.

6.Mampatan yang tetap ke atas abdomen dapat mengurangkan lebihan lemak lalu memperbaiki masalah perut yang buncit.

7.Rekaan mampatan 2 lapisan berfungsi menyelaraskan lemak pada sekitar peha, membentuk kontur peha yang menarik.

8.Penggunaan 2 lapisan kain kapas berlubang kecil berfungsi untuk memberi keselesaan.

9.Penggunaan renda yang fleksible, mengelakkan perasaan tidak menyenangkan akibat pergeseran dengan benang seluar.

BENGKUNG PINGGANG / WAIST NIPPER

Fungsi:

1.Tujuh batang keluli memori dapat menyokong pinggang dan menegakkan tulang vertebra, turut berupaya memperbaiki postur berdiri dan duduk.

2.Rekaan unik berdasarkan potongan rangka badan manusia, memperkuat pengagihan lemak pada bahagian pinggang ke bahagian dada dan punggung secara serata, turut mencapai kesan pembentukan badan yang seimbang.

3.Tali kenyal yang diimport dari Jepun, membantu menyelaraskan kontur Pinggang.

4.Rekaan secara fleksibel, menghasilkan kesan pembentukan berdasarkan kesesuaian badan individu.

5.Rekaan 3 pasang cangkuk membolehkan anda membuat penyelarasan yang sesuai.

6.Perhiasan berlian berbentuk rama ¨C rama menonjolkan keunggulan produk.

Doa

2009-12-14T01:28:00.005+08:00

Ya Allah

permudahkan la segalanya

Amin

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On a related note, i finally get to install the bioAura at Aunty Limah's house today. And so, habis la sudah stock bioAura ku. Actually, memang the only one reserved for Aunty Limah pun yang tinggal.. hehe.. sorry ye aunty, asyik selisih masa jer kiter ni.

I have one last piece of beautiful corset set. Initially, mum said she wants it. Tapi rupa2 nyer she only wants the waist nipper. So i gave her mine. Daripada she buy the whole set and tak pakai, might as well i dont sell it to her.. right?

Ok ladies out there, if you are interested for the last piece, just gimme a buzz at 012-6596543.

Payment can be made via instalments - as low as RM100/mth.

Serious buyer only and it is on first come first serve basis!

Footnote: FYI, sekarang nak focus on besar kan biz. Interested, do call me for more details!

Coming out from the hole

2009-12-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking. I need to start being active in the biz back. I was too sink in my work.. yeap, it was my priority of all things after all. But where does it bring me at this point of time?

No where.

If i can do 8 hours of working everyday in the office, I am sure i can do 1-2 hours every alternate days to grow the biz back and succeed.

InsyaAllah

Talking about being unfair?

2009-12-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

I am seriously declaring my hatred to u!

Talking about being fair?

People have been working their ass off for u but you don't even have the gut to back them up?

People had put aside other people's stuffs to do your stuffs and you don't even give a damn about backing them up?

U are just too good to be true...

BUTT KISSER!

WE HOPE U ARE HAPPY. JUST REMEMBER, GOD IS FAIR.

p/s: I am sorry, but sapa yg makan cili dia yg terasa pedas!

Jalang?

2009-12-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

Nasib baik RM6 je GSC today.. x la rasa wasted sangat. Anyway, i think there were only like 10 people in the cinema. 5 of us plus 5 others. Starting, bosan giler... even first 3/4 of the movie was like... oooo my lord!!

Oh well.. thank god i didn't go with the bf. Would have to listen to him condemning the movie forever nanti.. hehehe...

"Mimpi hanya sekadar mainan tidur"

2009-12-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

Is it true? I had this dream last night. Can't exactly remember it clearly.. just some of the glimpse...

The boyfriend & I were on a bus. We were sitting at the most front seats. Then, the bus stopped to pick up people. There was only one man at the bus stop when the bus stopped. He came up. He was my ex.

The boyfriend was holding me very tight. There was something that the bf said but I can't remember. He was looking at the ex while we were talking. And the ex just watched.

weird? not exactly... ;p

I have always have this problem (if i may call it a problem) whereby things that i think so much or anything that anyone would have mentioned prior to my sleep in any night would actually come out in my dreams. It happened soooooo many times. Even when i was just a school kid. Anyway, what i dreamt last night could have been because of the following:

bus - the bf & i went to pick up his friend @ putra lrt (ok, i don't know what has the bus got anything to do with the lrt but that is the best i could think why i dreamt of being on a bus)

the bf - owh i dream of the bf every night... hahaha.. so x la pelik sangat.. maybe bcos there is no single day that I won't see him if he's in town? kan baby kan.. :)

the ex - hm, i think this is because, my sister was asking me the ex's no. cos she needed to ask him something. And I said NO!. probably sebab tu kot he came into my dream.

Hehehehe.. not to be a tukang tilik for my own dreams but... hey... suka la kan... my blog, my say! right?

Okie, enuf all those ramblings.. am off to watch movie now. Best nyer cuti... yeah, when am supposed to be studying kan?? huhuhu... gonna go watch JALANG. talking about being supportive of the Malaysia film industry la kan... huhuhu... tada!

I need magical moments...

2009-12-06T03:05:00.002+08:00

When do dreams come true?

Finally found you..

2009-12-04T23:44:00.001+08:00

I had a very painful palate last night. And this morning, when i woke up, it was like all the flu were trapped in the palate and i felt congested all over my nose through throat. Darn.. I so hate it very much as it really put off my mood to do anything. Slept the whole day hoping it would get better.. with a little help from redoxon. Speaking of which, i think i'm a little addicted to it already... hmm..

The boyfriend took me to the clinic.. along with his nephew and nieces. The doc said i'm having a palate infection.. hmm.. is that so? sucks!

Anyway, the bf's nephew and nieces are just so adorable. There is something about the bf that i do not wish to share with anyone when he is around them... it's only for me to know and feel.. it's this aura.. and i love it. And one thing for sure I am falling in love with him again and again every time. I just love the man in him.

Anyway, the eldest niece asked me:

"Aunty Naz, nak tanya boleh tak.. tapi aunty naz jgn kecik hati ya"

"Tanya la... apa dia?", ok for a second i was kinda cuak sket.. haha..

"Macamana Aunty naz kenal a***n", (sorry, can't reveal what they call their uncle.. hehe)

The bf & i were laughing when we heard the question and the bf & i were like...

"Eiiiiii.. kecik hati nya.. hahahaha.." it was funny... hahaha.. at least i think it was.. ingat kan apa la dia nak tanya...

To end the entry... this song is especially dedicated to the sweetheart of mine (if he ever reads it.. i know he will.. *wink*)..

I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE (Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams)

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete
We started over coffee, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin

This time it's different, dah dah dah dah
It's all because of you, dah dah dah dah
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through
Oohh, my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"
It's all you had to say to take my breath away

(Chorus)
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh

Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind
I apologize, baby, that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine
And I love your hair, sure it looks fine
I love what you wear, isn't it the time?
You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life

(Repeat Chorus)

Whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

p/s: It's funny that when i looked back during uni time, i had no idea that we'll be together 5 years after graduated and that we are so insanely in love now... life is just miracle and full of surprises.. right?

Hari Raya Aidiladha - The highlights

2009-12-01T22:54:00.007+08:00

I can't remember exactly when was the last time I went back to my hometown in Kota Bharu. The longest in the history of my life for the past 28 years. When my grandma was around, we would always make it appoint to go back at least once every 6 months. And as it was agreed between my parents, if Raya puasa for the year would be in Johor, than raya haji would be in Kelantan, and vice versa. Due to the mutual agreement that was set prior to the birth of the children, we, the kids were so happy as we love love love to travel up the east coast and down the south each year. However, as the time passed by and as we grow older, I noticed that I don't enjoy the long travel as much as before. Probably because now, we need 2 cars to travel long distance as 1 car can no longer fits us. Furthermore, after my grandma passed away in 2006, going back to Kelantan was just not as nice as before.

The aidil adha this year, it was quite a surprise when ayah decided to do "korban" there. Which means, we would be celebrating eid there. And to my surprise, I was quite excited to actually go back to Kota Bharu this time around. Despite of having the bad thoughts of sleeping at arwah's abandoned house.. I was happy that we were going back there. On top of that, we do not need to take 2 cars with us no more. Ayah bought over a 7-seater mpv from his brother few weeks back and that was the ride for all of us.. all under one roof! Ok, enuff with all the rambles.. let the pictures do the talking now.. ;p

~i am sleepy... to be continued with uploading more pixs! ~

Berkemban

2009-11-24T13:24:00.004+08:00

I was reading a blogger's blog when i came across this entry by him. It somehow attracts me as much as it reminds me of one recent incident where i got scolded from someone sebab "berkemban" dari toilet ker bilik kat kampung masa raya baru-baru ni. Yeap.. the house was full of aunties, uncles, cousins.. *grrrr...*... x buat dah x buat dah... ;p

Movies movies movies

2009-11-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

Since both the boyfriend & I are two movie freaks... i've listed down all on the bottom left side the movies we both watched so far... hmm... hope i didn't miss any movie out.. ;p

p/s: ni kes xde keja la ni sbnrnya... :))

Happy birthday sayang!

2009-11-20T14:59:00.005+08:00

Love is precious in many ways.
Love is embrace passion.
Love is eternal happiness.
Love is heart felt emotions.
Love is the understanding of one another.
Love is that special someone.
Love is flying without wings.
Love is the joy you feel with someone.
Love is caring for someone special.
Love is that who touches your heart.
Love is what makes your heart beat.
Love is the healing power of your heart and soul.
Love is that beauty within.
Love is what makes dreams come true.
Love is the fuel of the heart and soul.
Love is the foundation of life.
Love is the meaning of life.

May all your dreams and wishes come true!

~ Happy birthday baby ~

No title

2009-11-09T00:18:00.003+08:00

I haven't figured out yet what should be the title of my entry this time. Oh yes, and I haven't been updating since ages.. more than a month now.. thanks to the FV on FB.. been plowing, seeding, harvesting every single time i get my hands on the computer like nobody's business. I did have few attempts of logging into the blogspot to update only to find myself staring at the empty white screen. I just didn't have the mood to update... ;o

And yes, within that one month, there were many things that happened. Here are some of the recaps:

1. Received my bonus letter... it was SUCKS big time.. i wasn't happy.. so i don't wanna talk about it.. ;(

2. Went looking for rings with the bf.. almost bought this one nice ring. But then, told him that maybe we shoud just wait for the end of year sale, mana la tahu ada yang lagi best.

3. Still on the engagement ring, i think i've hurt the bf when i told him "u x payah la cincin tunang, my friends sumer x bg pun husband derang cincin masa tunang".. it was a big time mistake.. should have not said that. He is sort of merajuk now that he does not want any ring at all.. and yeap, i got scolded from my dad too, apparently my mum gave him a ring on their engagement and ayah said "normal la tu kalau dia nak cincin tunang". Should have discussed with my parents rather than dgr org cakap... sigh... i am so sorry baby.. i didn't know..:( and as a result, we don't really talk much about the engagement plan anymore.. and i'm just so so so sad.. :(

4. My second cousin who is 25 years old is getting married in 2 weeks time.. bear in mind.. it's a guy.. sigh... and as always.. my aunties are being kepoh'ing asking "awak ni bila lagi... jgn la lama2 sgt bercinta.." err.. hello... have u all heard of the word 'jodoh' before... god.. stressfully annoying!!

5. I hate that place sooooo much and the people in it... all the plastic ones... they are all freaking fake!

6. Movies we watched in Oct/Nov that I can remember: Law abiding citizen, Jennifer's body, Time traveller's wife, Ninja, Papadom, Surrogate, Beyond resonable doubt. Ermm.. we spent too much on movies.. but i guessed this habit will go off once we settled down.. kan baby?

Erm.. almost 1am on a Monday morning... do i have to go to work 2mrw??? darn!!! Think i should head off to bed..

p/s: I love him to bits.. i am crazily in love with him... ok ok enuf mushying.. nite! ;p

Hate & love

2009-11-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

No matter how much i hate it for the things that u did, for the times u made me sad or angry or pissed off, for being completely cold, selfish and heartless at times..

i still love u

Meet the parents

2009-10-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, the meeting went well.

The weekend the boyfriend & i met after Raya, he said he wanted me to come for Raya to meet his family. I was happy, yes, but I wouldn't want to end up in frustration just like what happened when i came back from umrah. So, not to jinx it, I just kept it to myself until the day comes.

Never would I have thought that I would be so nervous to meet up with the family up until last night. Seriously, I was having a massive nervous breakdown. And I told him on the way back from movie about my feeling. And he answered "Kalau takut, x payah la jumpa." Eh, eh, budak ni, bukan nak comfort kiter.. camtu lak dia jawab. Hmm.. not to make things worse such as starting an argument, I just stayed silent. Malas nak menjawab. Kang lain pulak jadinya.

So when I reached home that night, I could not find anyone better to tell about my nervousness, and so my parents la jadi tempat mengadu. Ayah gave me this doa untuk tenang kan hati and jauh kan perasaan gementar tu. Almaklum la, nak solat tak bleh pulak, so baca doa jer la. Mama siap pesan "Pakai la baju kurung esok ye, elok sikit." Hmm.. okie mummy..

The night passed very quickly when I entered today, the day that I've been waiting for. Again, I was having a difficulty to choose what to wear... opps.. not what to wear, I know that i'm going to where a baju kurung, but which one?? Again.... mama, ayah and wati (my eldest sister) became my adviser. But the problem was, all three of them picked up a different baju for me:-

Mama chose the plain red thai silk baju kurung pahang with beads at the v-line neck and wrist. The material that I bought in Phuket last year.

Ayah chose the green modern baju kurung which I bought the material in KL

Wati chose the blue top with sulam on the arms which i normally wear with my blue silk sarong

And I actually ironed all three baju together with the tudung, tried all three also with tudung and i was still undecided. But after careful consideration (cewah...), I decided to wear the baju that mama chose. Yelah, kan nak jumpa the boyfriend's mother, so I supposed mama's choice would be the best one.

Alhamdulillah, the meeting was not as bad as I thought.. sampai nak kena nervous breakdown kan. Ni the boyfriend punya pasal la.. asyik jer nak takut2 kan orang.. teruk tul..

Eh, mama dah balik.. and she is calling me.. sure nak tanya updates pasal today.. okie peeps, tbc... =)

Owh.. in conclusion.. today was a blast.. and I'm happy.. *grinnnn*

Neither happy nor sad

2009-10-01T22:45:00.004+08:00

I'm pissed!

As expected.

Should have followed my instinct.

One hell of a BLARDY great year!

Footnote : The boyfriend said "Takpe b, elok jugak camni, baru u lagi bersemangat nak ....................". And he is right.

Ketika cinta bertasbih

2009-09-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu

Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika Cinta bertasbih Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta

Song "Ketika Cinta Bertasbih", by Melly Goeslow Feat Amee

When action speaks louder than word

2009-09-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

Something to remind me in the future of how sweet the boyfriend is.. :)

we had this conversation during our dinner last night when I asked him this question:-

"baby, masa i nak balik dari umrah tu, u excited tak nak jumpa i?"

"takde pun excited.. biasa jer.. ", he answered confidently.. kejam betul..

"ala.. x excited ke? kenapa u x excited.. hmm.. tapi i excited nak jumpa u semalam even though seminggu je x jumpa..", showing off my monyok face..

"b.. abis tu dah i x excited.. nak buat camna.." -> honestly sedey ok with his answers, and knowing me yang super sensitive and dgn cepat nyer dah nak start bergenang, he then continued..

".. i tak excited b nak jumpa u after u balik dr umrah.. sebab tu la i x amek u kat airport, i xde pun nak tunggu flight u delay sampai kena lepak kat umah aunty u ngan cousins and adik2 u, i xde pun nak stay up malam tu even though the next day i keja, i xde pun nak masuk rumah u bila dah sampai kat umah u and lepak ngan u lama2 kat rumah u malam tu sampai dkt kul 3 pagi. kan i tido kat umah i malam u balik tu b... sebab i x excited pun nak jumpa u after u balik.."

and i smiled... actions speak louder than words.. and i know i should have not asked him that question cos i should have already knew.. all the things he did that night.. the night i came back.. was the answer to my question.

Footnote : His sarcastically in an adorable way favorite statement "tak kan sumer benda i nak cakap baby kan?".... Hmm... yelah..

Why aren't others updating? Let me do the babbling then!

2009-09-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

When I'm not in the mood of writing, thus, no updating in my "stories of a girl's life", I would prefer clicking from one blog to another to read other people's entries. Weird enuf.. most of the frequent bloggers' blogs that I regularly follow, they are not updating either... hmm... are people still on raya leaves? or they are just plainly lazy to blog at the moment, like me? Hmmm.... i wonder..

Oh well, it is today the 9th day of Syawal 2009. How time flies.. ya... Did I have a great raya this year? Great isn't the exact word I should use but hey it was not so bad after all... only that I've been missing him most of the 1st week of Syawal.. sob.. sob..

And so.. yesterday marked the end of my so-s0 exciting seremban-subang-lumut-subang one week leave. Believe it or not, I was not in my usual drag-your-feet-to-work mood today despite of today being the first day of going back to work... hmm.. is this the result of being abandoned at home while the family and the rest of our cousins, aunties and uncles were having so much fun by the seaside?? Thanks to my sister who insisted to come back to Subang on the 2nd day of our raya family vacation due to short leave break.. sigh!!

The boyfriend came back from his hometown on Saturday, approximately after 9 longggggg dreadful days of leaving me.... yea yea i know i'm being a little bit over reacted but hey.. suka la. We were so excited to see each other that we can't wait for the next day to go out. Kesian sayang I, balik penat, petang dah jumpa I.. happy nya... and the best thing is.. the boyfriend is slowly quitting smoking... i know it is hard but he is trying.. very hard.. and i like it very much.. :)

At the point of writing this, I am watching "Kekasihku seru" online. Best! Almost finish the whole episodes but for some reason this blardy server is sooooo testing my patience.. ~@#$@%$#^$&!

Iftar @ Delicious

2009-09-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

The peeps & I had buka puasa @ Delicious, Bangsar Village last Friday. Actually this was the 2nd buka puasa organised this Ramadhan but because I was not able to join the first round, my dear girlfriend has actually arranged for this 2nd one just so I could be there. Yeap, I really have to admit that I havent actually been actively hanging out with the peeps like before. Yang best nya, when my gf sent out the email to all of us, the subject was "Buka puasa with Naz"... hahaha... rasa cam VIP lak. But hey, thanks darlings for organising the 2nd one. And thanks to those that came to buka puasa with me.. hehehehe...

One of my friends once asked me (can't remember who), "Eh naz, knp kawan2 you orang2 yang sama jer everytime korang hang out or gi holiday?" Hmm, good question. Actually, despite of me being a friendly person, honestly, I have a very limited circle of close friends. Ntah, maybe when u r comfortable with your clique, napa nak susah2 cari yang lain kan? And the above people (plus few more close friends I have - not in the pix above), they have been with me through my thicks and thins.. and I value the bond of friendships that we share.

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Iftar @ The Ship

2009-09-13T23:56:00.007+08:00

As far as I can remember, I've never tried dining in @ The Ship before. Probably I have before, the one in Kg Baru, but seriously, my memory of that was so vivid to none. The boyfriend and I have been ushering the ship since last week. Looks interesting.. with the advert " The best steak in town".. very mouth watering. And as I am a steak lover, why not right, to give it a try. So here we were, on the last Sunday of Ramadhan 2009, breaking our fast at The Ship. We went for the one in Uptown as it is near to our place =)). And so.. here are my reviews:-

Ambiance : Excellent

Food & Beverage : Excellent - At least the one we had were superb

Cleanliness : Good

Service : Good

Price : Expensive but worth every cent

Recommended : Definitely

Next time visit? : Definitely

And here are our satisfied & extremely bloated tummy faces.. hehe..

:: Before buka puasa - muka lapar..huhu ::

:: Our appetizer - fresh salads & shark fin soup ::

:: Our meal - Baby had Sirloin steak & I had Rib eye steak ::

:: lets our looks do the talking ::

:: Save the best for last - the desserts.. and yes we were darn full at this time already.. huhu ::

The boy is mine

2009-09-12T01:47:00.004+08:00

I heart him

*wink*

p/s: ok, ok, maybe some of my peeps start menyampah dgn i sekarang.. gaduh, gaduh, baik, gaduh, gaduh, baik.. i know.. what ever it is, regardless all the arguments & misunderstanding the boyfriend and i had, I never stop loving him. Korang just doakan for us ok peeps.. =))

I'm sad, so I'm updating..

2009-09-10T23:57:00.004+08:00

Oh yes, I am so terribly sad. Tapi untuk jaga hati certain pihak, my entry for this won't be about me expressing my sadness.. I guess, I just have to endure it myself.. after all, I chose for this.. I guessed. And like always, to go through difficult times, I would always go back to the story in the book I read online by Bruce Lawrence:-

There is this part in the book where it wrote about the difficulties and challenges Nabi Muhammad SAW had to face, hence, he asked Allah SWT :- "Can he handle the tests he was given, can he survive it, would he be given a direction where to lead?" Allah SWT turunkan satu ayat which was translated in the book which says "Hope for the best, don't ask too many questions, as I know more than you do and i will lead you".

After reading that, only then I understand. HE knows where it will lead me. All I can do is just pray and ask for the best and leave it all to HIM. Thus, everytime I feel sad, lost, unsure of what is there instore for me in the future, I would remember what Allah SWT told Nabi Muhammad SAW, and I felt relieved.

Yet to get the hard copy of this book from the bookstore =)

Just plain lazy...

2009-09-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

Sekarang ni malas betul nak update blog..

tapi banyak benda nak citer, banyak benda nak share.

Peeps, just bear with the sawang2 yang memenuhi blog ni buat masa ni ok?

Will be back when I'm in the mood of updating..

Stay tune!

Jalan2 jumpa Panda

2009-08-27T20:10:00.001+08:00

This was taken on my birthday. Masa bosan2 kat umah tu, so diena & I decided to jalan2 kat Sunway Pyramid.

Owh, and we bought our own birthday cake jugak that day.. hehe.. but of course ayah gave us the $$$ la to buy kan. So, since we bought it, we have the privilege of writing what we want on the cake.

Cutting cake session? Very unusual.. hehehe..

Pix to be uploaded soon!

WTF?

2009-08-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

Pathetic giler ok

I've just discovered that there's this ONE BITCH is reading my blog

Still nak amek tahu pasal my life?

C'mon BITCH, get a grip ok,

yang kau sebok2 nak tahu pasal my life watpe?

Takde keja?

Or your life is just so F**CKING BORING that u sebok nak amek tahu pasal HAKU??

Omg!! Seriously, what a BITCH ok!

It's my birthday

2009-08-22T15:01:00.001+08:00

but why am i not happy?

=(

Joyeux anniversaire!

2009-08-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

21 août 2009

chère soeur de joyeux 19 ème anniversaire..

l'espoir u a eu un anniversaire impressionnant aujourd'hui

amour u beaucoup !

My youngest sister, Dinah Afiqah Zainuddin, who happened to have almost the same birthday date as I am... thank god, i think He heard my prayer (a 9 year old kiddo's prayer) and lahir la adik ku ini sehari awal dari tarikh hari jadi ku. hehehe. kalau x sure all the limelight gi kat dia cos she is the youngest and the manja'est in the family.

dulu2 mmg rasa x best bila asyik celebrate bday asyik kena share cake jer. but as we grow up, cam best lak celebrate sesama. cam lagi happening gitu.. ahaks!

well, in a few hours lagi my birthday pulak. then kita tukar hadiah okie diena yer.. hehehe.. :)