“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
Disclaimer:
This is a personal blog about a woman - as a daughter, a wife, a career woman, a homemaker, a mommy - and her thoughts and feelings through out her personal/work lives, as a citizen of her beloved country, her previous journey to motherhood and her journey as a mommy.This blog has no intention to offend or to have an influence on anyone. Read at your cost. Erti kata lain, if x suka, u r welcome to click the "X" on the top right hand corner. Erti kata lain lagi, tak payah ler baca...
You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.
Do you know me well enough to know which of the results below are true about me?
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
langit ditutupi awan kelabu mentaripun enggan menyapa bumi seakan tau apa yang sedang dirasai pada seorang pecinta bahkan langitpun menangis melihat sang pecinta yang sedang bersedih..
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns See you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo You were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go
And I said Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story, baby, just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go
And I said Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you was fading When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head, I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress It's a love story, baby, just say yes
till the boyfriend leaves for 2 freaking weeks for audit in the south. Huhuhu lama nya.... :( this gonna be the first time we will not be seeing each other that long. Oh yes.. 2 weeks is long. Surprisingly, since we got together 3 months ago, we have been seeing each other mostly every week... ok ok.. except Monday and Tuesday... but still, mana pernah sampai 2 weeks tak jumpa... sob.. sob...:(
I hope the weeks that he's gone, the time will fly without me realising it. With my so called no-life + hectic working life and with all those Form E submissions, harap2 la cepat jer masa berlalu... kan.. kan..
Btw, I'm having a bad bad bad flu and sore throat now. Gosh! Cant afford to fall sick till end of april at least. keja bertimbun ok. Like what my big boss said, drink plenty of water, take vitamin, do some exercise (i think i have to pass this.. x sempat nak gi gym lgsg ok skrg), and take care of our health. And fyi, i am on a no smoking mode for 3 days already... seksa nya.....
as the title is written... yup.. that's what i feel right now.. at this very moment.. arghhh.. benci nyer.. :(
Ya Allah, jauhkanlah fikiran ku dari memikirkan sesuatu yang tidak sepatutnya ku fikir, jauhkanlah hatiku dari merasa sesuatu yang tidak patut aku rasa. Kenapa hebatnya bisikan syaitan itu? Ya Allah, Kau peliharalah akal dan hati ku dari bisikan2 syaitan itu. Amin..