THROUGH HER THICK & THIN
“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."






Disclaimer:

This is a personal blog about a woman - as a daughter, a wife, a career woman, a homemaker, a mommy - and her thoughts and feelings through out her personal/work lives, as a citizen of her beloved country, her previous journey to motherhood and her journey as a mommy. This blog has no intention to offend or to have an influence on anyone. Read at your cost. Erti kata lain, if x suka, u r welcome to click the "X" on the top right hand corner. Erti kata lain lagi, tak payah ler baca...

Friday 31 July 2009

PSP®

Aiming for this bila ada extra $$$.. one of these days. Tunggu yer..


Wednesday 29 July 2009

Us in 2B pencil


Specially dedicated to my sayang.

Hehe kelakar, this is the first piece of poitrait that I drew after god knows how many years. Lama giler x melukis so here and there cam kelakar giler. Last I drew poitraits when I was in my Year 10 in which at that time I was doing my O-Levels. Seee... lama kan? Never thought I can still draw. I still keep the "Monalisa" poitrait that I drew last time. Plus a couple of poitraits taken from Van Gaugh and Picasso's books. Nanti if sempat I'll upload ok?

B, kalau I rajin I lukis gambar yg lg satu tu yang u cakap tu eh.


Missing Mr. Rabbit


I was ok when he was away for last few days. Now that he's back and knowing that he is so near, sedih giler sbb x dapat jumpa tonite.. :(


Tuesday 28 July 2009

Worth the rush... taraaaa,,,,


Finally got the tix. Straight from orang kuat Amy Search.

This gonna be Search last concert.

Can't wait for Saturday!


Sunday 26 July 2009

My weekend in the absence of the love one

And so 2 more days to go b4 the boyfriend come back from holiday. Hmm.. come to think about it, time actually do fly very fast. Well probably because i had a fully occupied Saturday and Sunday so tak la rasa macam bosan jer dok rumah kan.

This weekend was the 1st weekend I get to meet my business prospects since early of the year. Normally, if the boyfriend is around, I'll be spending time with him on weekends so mmg jumpa2 prospects ni would only be on weekdays.

Alhamdulillah, both appointments with the prospects went well. Positive attitude. That's what I like about them.

Went to watch a movie - Land of the lost - and thereafter a karaoke session with my little sister on Saturday after meeting one of my business prospects. It was fun la. Alangkah seronoknya kalau everyday macam ni. Jumpa prospects for few hours then u have the rest of the time to yourself. Like this one blogger whom I follow her blog - she is a housewife and she's doing the business full time. Income jgn ckp la kan, in the 5th month she is already a 5 figure income earner and it continues. Rezeki masing2. Dengan berkat usaha setiap orang, InsyaAllah that day will come for me also.

As for sunday (today), I was at home doing my washing etc. and went for a jogg in the evening. After isya' jumpa another prospect. My Getz's friend. He's cool. Mmg tgh looking for a side business. And after I shared with him about my business ni, he said he is very intereted. Hopefully, insyaallah, kalau ada my rezeki boleh la dia jadi my business partner.

Alright, that all peeps for tonite. Off to bed. Nite all!

Saturday 25 July 2009

Our "killer" products


BIO-AURA WATER FILTER





PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL



Interested to know more about the business?

Email me at naz_zdin@yahoo.com

or

Contact me at 012-6596543


Friday 24 July 2009

In making more money


Hi peeps

Interested in making moreeee money on top of what u r earning currently?? I've a biz opportunity to share. Anyone who is SERIOUSLY interested, you can email me @ naz_zdin@yahoo.com and leave your name and your contact no. Will contact u guys back.

Time to change your life to a better living :)




Thursday 16 July 2009

If only..

he would understand how i feel deep inside..

Finding and keeping a life partner

By Dov Heller, M.A.

When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Miss. Right!

If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married, they'll say: 'We're in love'; I believe this is the ..1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound 'not politically correct', there's a profound truth here. Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result of a good marriage. When the other ingredients are right, then the love will come. Let me say it again: 'You can't build a lifetime relationship on love alone'; you need a lot more!!!

Here are five questions you must ask yourself if you're serious about finding and keeping a life partner.

QUESTION ..1:
Do we share a common life purpose? Why is this so important?

Let me put it this way: If you're married for 20 or 30 years, that's a long time to live with someone. What do you plan to do with each other all that time? Travel, eat and jog together? You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need a common life purpose.

Two things can happen in a marriage:
(1) You can grow together, or
(2)you can grow apart.. 50% of the people out there are growing apart.

To make a marriage work, you need to know what you want out of life! Bottom line - marry someone who wants the same thing.

QUESTION ..2:
Do I feel safe expressing my feelings and thoughts with this person? This question goes to the core of the quality of your relationship. Feeling safe means you can communicate openly with this person. The basis of having good communication is trust i.e. trust that I won't get 'punished'; or hurt for expressing my honest thoughts and feelings.

A colleague of mine defines an abusive person as someone with whom you feel afraid to express your thoughts and feelings. Be honest with yourself on this one. Make sure you feel emotionally safe with the person you plan to marry.

QUESTION ..3:
Is he/she a mensch? A mensch is someone who is a refined and sensitive person. How can you test? Here are some suggestions. Do they work on personal growth on a regular basis? Are they serious about improving themselves? A teacher of mine defines a good person as 'someone who is always striving to be good and do the right'.

So ask about your significant other: What do they do with their time? Is this person materialistic? Usually a materialistic person is not someone whose top priority is character refinement.

There are essentially two types of people in the world:
(1) People who are dedicated to personal growth; and
(2) people who are dedicated to seeking comfort.

Someone whose goal in life is to be comfortable will put personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing. You need to know that before walking down the aisle.

QUESTION ..4:
How does he/she treat other people? The one most important thing that makes any relationship work is the ability to give. By giving, we mean the ability to give another person pleasure.
Ask: Is this someone who enjoys giving pleasure to others or are they wrapped up in themselves and self absorbed?

To measure this, think about the following:
How do they treat people whom they do not have to be nice to, such as waiters, bus boys, taxi drivers, etc..
How do they treat their parents and siblings?
Do they have gratitude and appreciation? If they don't have gratitude for the people who have given them everything; can you do nearly as much for them? You can be sure that someone, who treats others poorly, will eventually treat you poorly as well.

QUESTION ..5:
Is there anything I'm hoping to change about this person after we're married?

Too many people make the mistake of marrying someone with the intention of trying to 'improve' them after they're married. As a colleague of mine puts it: 'You can probably expect someone to change after marriage for the worse. If you cannot fully accept this person the way they are now, then you are not ready to marry them. In conclusion, dating doesn't have to be difficult and treacherous.The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less with your heart. It pays to be as objective as possible when you are dating; to be sure to ask questions that will help you get to the key issues. Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring on your finger, you don't want to find yourself trouble because you didn't do your homework.

Another perspective. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not going anywhere relationships. Observe the relationships around you.

Pay attention...
Which ones lift and which ones lean?
Which ones encourage and which ones discourage?
Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill?
When you leave certain people do you feel better or feel worse?
Which ones dont appreciate you?
Which ones make you feel good, praises you, boosts you with loving and caring words or annotations.

The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you...the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of your life. An African proverb states, 'Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye'; Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self esteem make you blind to warning signs.

Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really that important.

Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare and control?What do you bring to the relationship?
Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?

You can't take someone to the altar to alter them. You can't make someone love you or make someone stay. If you develop self esteem, spiritual discernment, and 'a life'; you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.

Seeking status, sex, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

WHAT KEEPS A RELATIONSHIP STRONG IS:
1. TRUST
2. COMMUNICATION
3. INTIMACY
4. A SENSE OF HUMOR
5. SHARING TASKS
6. DAILY EXCHANGES (meal, shared activity, hug, call, touch, notes,etc.)
7. SHARING COMMON GOALS AND INTERESTS
8. GIVING EACH OTHER SPACE TO GROW WITHOUT FEELING INSECURE
9.GIVING EACH OTHER A SENSE OF BELONGING AND ASSURANCES OF COMMITMENT
10. CONCERN AND CARE FOR YOUR LOVER IN YOUR OWN WAYS.

If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment withdrawal, abuse, neglect, and dishonesty; and pain will replace.

Tuesday 14 July 2009

“Until our paths cross again"

I pray.. in every prayer, everyday, for God to show me the way. The way to what is best for me, the path to my happiness.

Monday 13 July 2009

This spells J.E.R.K!

Occay, i am so fucking mad and pissed off. I was on fb chatting with this guy who used to be called a fren tapi from now on i think he is a desperado mother fucker bastard! He is actually my ex's buddy. We were close back then before the ex had an argument with him and few of them. The ex & i selalu gak lepak2 studio mamat ni dulu, karoake, jamming, pokers, etc. I have no problem with him at all before this regardless the argument they had sbb it was none of my business pun kan. Anyway, that was some background about the mother fucker. So like some days, we normally chatted on fb. Xde la apa sgt, very casual kind of chat la like "hi-sihat?-dah dinner?-kat mana?", but earlier tonite, the conversation became so uncasual and i would say rather annoying. And here it goes:-

~ after about 15mins of normal casual chat ~

The jerk : I pelik camna "C" leh biar kan jer pegi.

Me : Apa yg nak dipelik kan. Dia pun well aware keadaan kitaorg time tu.

The jerk : Yelah, tapi tak kan la sanggup let go u camtu je.

Me : emm, x paham la. apa maksud u ni (i have started feeling very uneasy at this point of time)

The jerk : u nak tahu x, dulu masa u dgn "C", i slalu gak usha u (what the fuck?!)

Me: Usha? usha napa?

The jerk : U manja. Sweet pulak tu. I selalu nak ada gf mcm u (cermin la diri dulu bro.. i dah start meluat ok)

Me: X de makna nya "Z".

The jerk : I cirius (this is how he spelled serious.. jerk!).

Me : Apa yang u serious?

The jerk : I suka tgk u naz. u cantik, sexy, gebu. I sure "C" mesti menyesal giler let u go kan baby. (baby?! wtf? suka2 nak panggil aku baby.. eii geli siot!)

Me : "Z", apasal i dah start rasa annoying giler ni?

The jerk : U marah ke i cakap i suka tgk u. Naz, u skang single ke? I tgk gambar2 u skang hot giler. Makin lawa. Jadi gf i nak? (who does he think he is?! ok, i sooo cannot tolerate any longer)

Me : No thanks. K aaa "Z", i nak wat benda lain. gi aaa chat ngan org lain.

The jerk : Eh naz, u marah ke. I mintak maaf ok.. (to hell with you!)


I just left the conversation like that. Annoying giler kan? And sooo.. i decided to click the "X" button on his name in my fren list. God!!! pissed off giler... Ini org pun ada. Get a life u freaking mother fucker bastard!

p/s: sorry peeps, i know there are too much swearing in this entry. Tak tahan beb. Just bear with me ya!

Thursday 9 July 2009

Abandon

At the moment, terpaksa meng'abandonkan blog ni kejap.. huhuhu... I am too busy updating my other blog -> http://myh3rbalif3diet.blogspot.com/ (upps.. sorry, it's not open for public at the mo. only invited readers jer. tunggu some results dulu then it will be opened to all occay?)

I am currently monitoring my diet. So what ever food/ drink that I consumed every day, semua nya akan di record. It has been 14 days now. Still long way to go. Boleh ke nak lost lots and lots and lots of weight by October ni... eh eh... by September if possible. Hmm... may the force be with me!

Sunday 5 July 2009

Longer weekend pls...

Went to watch ice age 3 yesterday. The best part was the boyfriend and i went for the 3D show. Best giler. A little bit expensive though but it was worth it.

The boyfriend is on a week leave starting tomorrow. best giler ok.. ni yang jeles ni. He's having exam next week so this is like a study leave la. If only i have plenty of leave balances left, sure dah amek cuti gak... gosh.. bosan bosan... uppss...

Nothing much to update actually. Ni pun cos tatau nak surf apa while wating for fb to upload my umrah pixs.. huhu.. dah 3 weeks balik, baru la ni nak upload.. yeah, after a friend of mine been bugging me to see the pix kan.. hehe..

Hmm.. i'm yawning.. ngantuk dah.. update again soon. nanite!

p/s : tomorrow is monday, monday is tomorrow... can't the weekend be longer... sux!

Saturday 4 July 2009

Tak mungkin kerna sayang

Setiba di persimpangan,
Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
Bermula di saat itu
Tidak senada irama dan lagu

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

Sekali segala ada
Ada rindu yang datang tiba2
Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti


(Untukmu yang pernah membuatku tersenyum.. i wish u enough for all the things that will make u happy)


Friday 3 July 2009

At this point of time...

rasa macam bercinta sorang2... sux!

Isn't beauty on the eyes of it's beholder?

I'm NOT

HER...



or

HER...



or

HER...



or

HER...



I am just who i am

Why can't u just accept me as who i am?

If you truly, sincerely love someone, does physical really matters?


p/s: I'm writing this in tears. It's just too painful. I thought what matters is the love that we have for that someone. But if physical attractiveness that u r looking for.. I'm sorry.


Wednesday 1 July 2009

For grab!

VICTORIA SECRET GARDEN BODY MIST FOR GRAB

INTERESTED?

~ pictures will be uploaded shortly ~