THROUGH HER THICK & THIN
“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."






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This is a personal blog about a woman - as a daughter, a wife, a career woman, a homemaker, a mommy - and her thoughts and feelings through out her personal/work lives, as a citizen of her beloved country, her previous journey to motherhood and her journey as a mommy. This blog has no intention to offend or to have an influence on anyone. Read at your cost. Erti kata lain, if x suka, u r welcome to click the "X" on the top right hand corner. Erti kata lain lagi, tak payah ler baca...

Tuesday 30 December 2008

When she's happy.. (Volume 2)


If this is the reward after all the tough times I had to go through before.. alhamdulillah...

Kau begitu sempurna

A song for my other half..




Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

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Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku


Song "Sempurna", by Andra and The Backbone


Saturday 20 December 2008

A year ago


This was taken a year ago. I seriously miss this hair style. Tp susah sgt nak maintain.. plus the maintenance is super duper expensive ok. U need lots and lots of moose to hold the curl. And it was at its best when it is wet. So every time nak keluar kena basah kan rambut.. uish.. susah betul. I kept this style for about 6 months jer before i decided to straighten back my hair. Hmm.. most of my peeps think i look more "riang" with this hair style.. ye ker..

Sunday 7 December 2008

The culprit!

~ He sleeps anywhere he pleases ~

~ He doesn't mind sharing your drink ~

~ He turns the house upside down ~

~ He loves bullying the little ones ~
(Patut la ada goldfish yang hilang.. fluffy curik eh?)


Eii.. makin nakal la dia.. super active.. makin org marah makin dia nakal. Spoil giler fluffy ni. Dia tau sumer sayang dia. Tu yang x makan saman. Nakal tapi comey giler. Nak marah lebih2 pun x sampai hati.. ish..


My condominium - U1 Shah Alam (completed end of 2010)

Model of U1 Shah Alam Condominium

Artist's impression

Artist's impression

The show house of my unit. Bungalow type - 1100sq.ft
(from above: the living room, the dining & kitchen, the 3rd bedroom)

Saturday 6 December 2008

My mind travels with him

He's on his way balik kampung for Hari Raya Haji and I've started missing him already. Serious aku tgh angau giler ni.. baca buku kat library pun ingat dia. Hmm.....

Message from a stranger in friendster.. wtf?

To the most pretty angle
Who just run away from heaven?
Going thru the sky
Passing the cloud
Under the sunshine day
Just to reach the earth
To meet the people
To give them the sweetest smile
To take from them the sadness times
To give them the happiest hours till the end of the day
Make them happy
Make them rest
Make them sleep well
To have sweetest dreams
When they wake up they will be hurry up
Just to see your sweet smile over and over again
Do you think I can have this much chance to be one of them?

ok this is no longer a pick up line.. pick up poem terus.. huhuhu.. sian mamat ni..

I wish...

it is easy for me to express how i feel towards him...

  • when both of you have been friends for so long, the chances of him to accept u as his special someone may be very slim.
  • i never though in my life that i would fall to someone who is my friend. yes, we have never been very close previously but an occasion brought us closer.
  • it's nice being around him... he makes my day.. and i know that i am happy just being near him.
  • it's like there's a chemistry between us.. a connection. I just love talking to him.
  • he's like a drug to me.. my own brand of heroin (taken from Twilight.. hehe)
I wonder if he feels the same.. or is it just me... feeling the way that i felt.. I wish i know.. I wish he would tell me.. sigh.....

p/s: this entry is abit mushy.. i guessed i may be in my romantic mode currently.. huhuhu.. just bear with me yeah.. ;p

Friday 5 December 2008

My current scent

D&G - L'eau the one


Dolce & Gabbana introduces L'Eau The One—a covetable, uplifting new fragrance that carries on the lavish legacy of the original The One, and adds a fruity, head-turning twist. This modern, warm, oriental-floral essence embodies the glamorous diva, but with a lighter mood. She is undeniably seductive and eye-catching with a refreshing attitude of winsome ease. The sleek, contemporary bottle, with its refined white gold finish, reflects the sophisticated charm of the woman who is, and will always be, the one.

Notes:
Bergamot, Mandarin, Lychee, Peach, Plum, Floral Muguet, Jasmine, Madonna Lily, Amber, Musk, Moss, Vanilla, Vetyver.

Style:
Divinely fresh and luxuriously fruity.


p/s: a friend of mine gave me the miniature from Paris. Been looking for the perfume for weeks now. Seriously I am going crazy over the scent. Bila la nak dapat perfume ni.. sigh....

An ultimate waste of time

slept at 4am cos i was watching THISSSS.....



and it was ultimately SUCKS!!!

Thursday 4 December 2008

Happy 31st Anniversary Ayah & Mama!

:: 4 December 2008 ::

Ayah & Mama all time favourite


1977 till now.. 31 years of marriage = 5 girls.. hehehe..


The parents & the girls (when we were in UK, we used to call ourselves the "Spice Girls".. hehe)
(From left: Dina, Mira, Ayah, Mama, Wati, Iza & Me)


From left: Iza, Mira, Baby Iman, Dina, Ayah, Mama, Aunty Arah & Sweet Naz.. hahaha..

If I'm so wonderful, why am i still single?


I am so gonna look for this book. Perhaps it would be nice to do some reading while sun-bathing (kalau x hujan kan) in Phuket?

Wednesday 3 December 2008

Girls talk

Met Rila and Zurina last Monday night. So b4 Zu sampai, sempat la bergossip dgn Rila. Gossips?? Not exactly gossips la.. basically bout me, being and flying on clouds. Sorry Zu, didn't mean to keep it from you. Seriously i mmg nak share with you my excitement but I think it's just not the right time yet. Ok2, back to my so called "gossips" with Miss Rila, one part of the conversation went like this:-

Rila : Owh my god girl, there are sparkles all over your face.. i know that feeling..

Me : Is it that obvious?

Rila : Oh yes... i know you.. ok updates...?

Me : Ah, I'm going crazie.. do u think he likes me as much as i like him? you know, not the friend kind of like?

Rila : Have you told him that you like him?

Me : Giler aaah... that would be so embarrassing ok. What if he doesn't like me that way?

Rila : But at least you know the answer now. Don't go around the bushes. It might hurt you later.

Me : Uh.. I cannot bear another frustration. Ok, let say, I bagitau dia that I like him.. then, what next?

Rila : Then if he likes you, perhaps you guys can start from there.

Me : And what if he doesn't like me that way? We've been friends for so long, I just don't want to spoil it. I love the feeling I'm having right now. It made my day.. u know after what had happened previously.

Rila : Yes darling, I know. I wish i have that feeling too. At least, your guy is in front of you. Where's mine?

Me : My guy? I wish Rila, I wish.. It's weird, after so long, tiba2 i have this feeling towards him. Where does the feelings come from?

Rila : Things happened dear. You don't asked for feelings to come.. it comes.. That is what love is all about.

Me : Love? Yeah... For all i know, he may not even notice that I exist. Sad huh...?

Rila : No la... think positive ok.... hmmmm.......

Me: Hmmmm.....

So, the conversation was left hanging. Zu came 5 mins later and we just dropped the subject. Still feeling guilty of keeping it from Zu but I know she would understand why. And the chances of Zu reading this is slim if not absence altogether. So i'm pretty safe for now.. hopefully... hehehe...

Tuesday 2 December 2008

Twilight




I seriously wanna watch this movie... I want my Edward Cullen too... :p

Monday 1 December 2008

Dating?

Someone asked me to define "dating". So dear, here is the definition of it (though i think i should rephrase the question to "are you seeing anyone at the moment?")

Dating:
A date refers to an activity two people share together with the intention of getting to know each other better on a potentially romantic level. Two people who are "dating" therefore, have shared several dates together and have made it clear to one another they are interested in more than just a friendship - even if so far the exchanges have been purely friendly in nature. Dating is, essentially, getting to know someone over an extended period of time to determine if a relationship is something worth pursuing.


p/s : how can one make a person ridiculously on cloud nine...? i wonder....