No string attached

Perhaps being single is not so bad after all. Peeps, i have officially ended my 4 years relationship for good now. No turning back. I'm starting a new chapter of my life.. yes at a 27 years of age but i guessed, by looking at what happened to so many real life dramas around me, perhaps it is a good decision to be made. No regrets for sure. Love? I have to live with it. If he is not meant to be, then he is not meant to be no matter how hard i've tried. As you grow older, sometimes, love alone is not enough. U need more. U need to feel the love, u need the sparkles, u need someone who is responsible, someone who can protect you, someone who can be there for you when ever u need him. Someone that never takes you for granted. Someone that appreciate u. And I guess, i still have not found that someone and yes, i will never stop looking for that someone.

But again, for all that has happened, i consider myself lucky. Among all, i still have others who still love me unconditionally. Family & friends who have been there all along. Who have been supporting me all the time. Ears to listen, shoulders to cry on. Thanks people. U mean so much to me...

Planning for another trip perhaps?

Phuket

That's what sisters are for..

10 reasons why i love my sisters:-

1. they are there during your ups and downs;

2. they are the one who shares with you the feeling when you are ridiculously on cloud nine even though you may be tgh syok sendiri;

3. they are the one who tells your parents that you are no longer in a relationship and begged our parents to be supportive n don't put any pressure on you;

4. they are supportive in their own ways;

5. they may be very mean but for good reasons;

6. they let u make the decision but never leave u alone when it turned out to be a bad decision;

7. they listen to your problems and craps no matter how many times they have been hearing it for;

8. they give honest opinions and criticise u b4 u embarrass yourself further;

9. they are always there when u have no one to go out with; and

10. they love u unconditionally, again, in their own ways.

What happened in Bandung stays in Bandung....

Was the holiday trip a start of something new or it's just a feeling yet to be discovered...?

** More photos will be uploaded shortly **

Dinner with Farah

Hmm.. bukan senang nak jumpa cik Farah sorang ni. Lately bz jer dia. Biasa la bak kata dia, ujung2 tahun ni mmg bz. From one plan to another, akhirnya dpt la ber'dinner dgn dia tadi. Update meng'update each other mmg perkara lumrah bila berjumpa. Me, venting out my frustration on my current personal problems and the dillemas that i currently have to face. She? hmmm... apa citer ek dia? on cloud nine kot.. hehehe.. okie that one, let her do the updates to all.. hehehe.. i x tau apa2.. kui kui kui..

So we went to i-can't-remember-the-name of the restaurant, somewhere near Farah's house. Diet diet gak.. but western nyer pasal.. makan jerr... hehehe.. We were alone for an hour or so before Farah's brothers, Wan & Akim, as well as Farah's sister inlaw (hehehe.. saje jer), Beng joined us. Macam reunion family Farah la plak.. thank god mmg kenal sumer2 tu.. kalo x sure cam out of place lak kan.. kekekkekeke...

So ni jer la pic yg sempat amek.. ceh ceh.. nak test2 camera baru pun ye gak kan farah kan.. kekekeke... my goodness, selekeh nya aku.. aaahhh.. lantak la... huhuhu...

bebeng, moi & farah

farah & her two "poyo" brothers.. hehehe..

Another item to divert the $$$ to... ;)

Monogram Canvas Speedy 30

As a result of...

I think most of my peeps are well aware that i am currently has stopped buying clothes for now... oh yes, until i see the result of my after work work out at the gym and the usage of the product i'm selling, beautiful corsage. So, as a result of not buying clothes like i used to, i ended up buying other things, in which one of them is...








pretty nice, isn't it??

One of the weeks in November

Just a little bit of this and that:-

Monday
Ok, I had 3 more days before i go on leave. Had to clear up the "banjaran titiwangsa" at my workstation which i successfully piled up the load since i had such a very busy week last week.

Tuesday
Still clearing up my work load. My throat has been killing me since few days back. I was feeling darn sick. As a result, i was on non-smoking days for couple of days now. Haven't even touch the one that my colleague bought for me from Langkawi.. sigh! Had excellently finished clearing up the banjaran titiwangsa b4 i left for the day. But still there are couple of things i still need to do before i go on holiday/study leave.

Wednesday
Darn! I really need to go to work. I havent done my leave memo, submit my timesheet, my passport is still at the office, etc. etc.. argh!! my sore throat is getting worst. had an extremely bad cough. I think i'm gonna have my annual (which i normally kena in Nov/Dec every year, for some reason, and i yet to figure out why) asthma attack. Owh no.. macamana nak gi holiday kalau sakit. Darn... Anyway, due to my not so good condition, i took the day off. Came to office at night to settle couple of things that needed to be settled and of cos, passport picking... hehe...

Thursday
The beginning of my 3 weeks (2 weeks++ actually) break. Hooorrrayyyyy!!!!
To my 2 dear peeps, u know who u are, thanks for helping out during my absence. Anything just buzz me up ok. No worries, no such thing as disturbing my leave. Cuma, while i'm in bandung, sms jer la... mahal seh kalau answer calls.. hehehhe.. okie, anything keep me updated, such as if "anyone" is not very happy on any days again.. huhuhu...


Friday
I guess i'll be starting to pack for my hols... ;p