Grumpy.. grumpy..

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Hmm... ok.. he is being a little grumpy today!

Tak suka, x suka, x suka!

I pun x sure the exact reason la. Butttt...... what i can think of is because I came back home late.  Well, xde la lambat tapi I was not home yet when he was back from work.  Sayang i ni jenis kalau dia balik rumah, nak isteri kesayangan dia ni sambut.  Masa time keja dulu pun, dia balik keja, I dah balik (sebab balik ngan dia, lol!), so time jadi homemaker ni lagi la dia expect I ada kat umah time dia balik.  Yelah, everyday ada nescafe and roti bakar tersedia bila dia balik... arini xde.. tu yang sikit hangin kot!

Ye ye, I paham.. tapi alaaa sayang... i bukan gi mana pun, gi umah mama je. And petang tadi cam pening sikit tu yg baring dulu kat sana. Huhuhuhu...

Tak mo la marah... cak! cak!

Hmm, he is still in his silent mode.  Boring tul la.. mula2 i still tanya dia few things.  Kalau dah cakap 10 patah, jawabnya sepatah... hmmm xpe la.. malas nak cakap lagi... baik dok diam2 depan lappy ni....  nanti bila dia nak cakap pandai la dia cakap.. kan? kan?

Alaaaaaaa.... easy said than done! I cannot... i cannot.... uwaaaaaa.... nak cakap gak ngan dia... hik hik... dah la tgk keadaan camni.. banyak je benda nak citer... benci.. benci... huhuhuhu...

Tak pasal2 i yg emo ok! Nak2 nyer hormon emo tu mmg terlebih skrg kan... :(

p/s:  Dulu pnh nak pujuk dia, ajak fluffy dok depan dia and nyanyi lagu "maafkan kami... maafkan kami..." cam dalam citer Seniman Bujang Lapok tu.  Berjaya la gak... tapi arini cam xde mood la nak pujuk dia... i pun sedeh... nak tido la... :(

Good news yet to be shared!

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This post will still be in it "draft" until the right time for it to be publish! So when u see this post means it's publish! :)

I love good news! 

Love love love!

A week after I found out that I am expecting again, my BFF called to inform the same!

Woohooo!

Alhamdulillah..... syukur!

I am so happy for her and her hubby so very very very very much!  Happy sangat... BFF pulak tu!

Dah terbayang gi shopping baju baby sama2 nanti... inshaAllah.. amin..

Our pregnancies are about the same week.  Beza few days je.  And our expected due dates pun dekat2. InshaAllah... mine will be on 22 July 2013 and hers on 25 July 2013.  MashaAllah.. 

His plans.. He knows best!

AllahuAkbar.. AllahuAkbar.. AllahuAkbar!!

p/s:  don't ask me to reveal her identity ye. Tunggu tuan punya diri yang announce sendiri.  It's her good news and am just so happy for her hence the post :))

PPUM : 1st visit

Subahanallah.. what a beauty!

Right after my appointment at KJMC, I straight away called the gynae at PPUM and made an appointment.  Alhamdulillah Dr Sofi said I could come on that Friday itself.

It was not that bad that Friday, patients were not so many as any other days.  And my turn to see Dr Sofi was actually quite fast.  I was in there for about an hour juga la. lama kan. Totally satisfied!  We went through all the details about my experiences.  U know, about the ttc journey, bout previous miscarriage and eventually the current pregnancy.  Dr Sofi is very detailed.  She jotted down all the dates and events in a chronological order. Told her every single thing that she needed to know.. and of cos my worries too!

After that, we went for a scanning.  Told her that I would prefer to do the transvaginal scanning (tvs) instead of abdominal scanning.  She said ok, but nevertheless, we would try the abdominal scanning 1st.  Ok doc!

As expected, abdominal scanning mmg x nampak la. Probably my bladder was not that full or that the fats at my belly is so thick that the scan could not get through.. hahahhha.  So eventually we did the tvs. Dalam hati selawat and berzikir and berdoa semoga semuanya selamat.

Then suddenly Dr Sofi was like:

"Haa.. tu baby.. dah ada heartbeat pun. Mummy risau sgt ni.."

and i terus tgk screen and tanya doc "Mana heartbeat doc"

"Tu yang flick laju2 tu, npk x?"

"Ha'ah nampak.. alhamdulillah..... syukur..." sambil berlinang airmata.

Ya Allah, syukur alhamdulillah. Ya Allah, Kau pelihara lah kandungan ku, baby ku semoga sihat dan selamat. Amin.

Dr Sofi kata  sekarang 7 weeks plus.  Alhamdulillah.  Went back to her room after the scan since scanning room is in another room.  We discussed on my diet and meals. Do's and don'ts.

Seriously bersyukur sgt sebab dpt jumpa Doc Sofi.  Memang best! I was in her room for about 1 hour.  Previously kalau jumpa gynae mmg kejap2 je. nak cakap or tanya pun laju2 sbb diorg mcm rush nak jumpa patients lain kan. But with Dr Sofi I can actually tell her everything. And she listened very patiently.  Suka suka suka!  Dr Sofi ni boleh dikira sbg my cousin juga la kot.  Her uncle marries my aunt. So kitorg ni ala2 cuzzy muzzy gitu la.  It is so different when she puts her doctor's hat.  Kalau x before this jumpa kat rumah my aunty je so we weren't really talking about pregnancy stuffs.. oh well, i think last jumpa pun i was not married yet so mmg la x cakap pasal pregnancy kan! Lol.. But dia mmg best la, just hope dapat follow up with her through out my pregnancy ni. Amin...

Anyway, as expected, my sugar level is high.... again! So i have to do blood sugar profile (bsp) for 3 days this coming week (thank goodness I have my own glucometer now!) and she will need to review my results next week. Ok doc, i'll do what ever u said, anything for the sake of my little angel here :)

2nd gynae's visit

Hello dearies,

As promised, here's an update after my gynae's visit.  Had an early appointment sebab nak kena amek fasting blood sugar before seeing the gynae.  So at 8.30am, hubby and I were already at the gynae's clinic.  Registered myself and was taken to the lab for them to 'poke' my forearm. Kejap je amek darah tu, pastu nurse suruh gi makan dulu sebab diorg nak process darah tu. Dalam 20 minit camtu la. Then baru boleh jumpa doctor bila dah ada resultnya.

So after habis breakfast roti canai telor kat mamak kat tepi KJMC, we all naik la balik kat gynae's clinic.  Walaupun my number should be the 1st one to go, tapi sebab result belum dapat kot so terpaksa bagi laluan kat patients lain dulu.  Hmm.. xpe la... After about 15 minutes tgk dinding  tv (which i actually just stared at the tv), my number was called.

Then masuk la bilik Doc Fatima.  She called the lab for my blood test result and jeng jeng jeng.... 6.9 mmol!! Ok, tinggi ye for a fasting blood test! She said she wants to refer me to a physician to monitor my sugar level.  And since I want to continue my check up with PPUM, i asked if she could refer me there.  She noted.

After that, it was time to scan my tummy.  Alhamdulillah, ada kandungan dalam rahim.  We saw the sac.  Tapi tak nampak heartbeat lagi.  Probably awal lagi. Doc ckp insyaAllah, lagi seminggu boleh npk.  Aminn...
Pastu doc bg gambar scan yg nampak sac tu. Tapi dlm sac tu cam nampak bayang2 baby je. Oh.. perasaan seorang mummy... :)

7 weeks.

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Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Ilahi.  I am entering my 7th week this week (5 week fetal age)

The above is the image of my little precious at 7th week.  InshaAllah, kalau ikutkan dah nak ada heartbeat this week or next week.  My next appointment is this Wednesday untuk scan.  Semoga my little precious sihat and sempurna.

At 7 weeks, beside still having on off tummy cramps.  I think my nausea is getting worst.  I feel nauseated at all times especially from evening to night.  But today, tengahari ni pun dah rasa sangat loya.  Takpe la, mummy x kisah, at least there is a prove something miracle is happening inside me :)

My appetite is also decreasing.  Tengok semua, semua x lalu.  but i have to eat. kesian baby nanti x dpt nutrition secukupnya. so paksa la makan juga, foods that i can eat.  and refrain myself from vomitting it back.  I still have problem untuk gosok gigi every morning.  Pantang masuk kan toothbrush dlm mulut sure la ter uweekkk uweekkk... camna jer... adeh... mmg kena sepantas kilat gosok gigi.. huhuhu...

okie folks.. x leh ngadap lappy lama2... nak termuntah pulak tgk screen ni. will be back to update on my 2nd visit to see the gynae. doa2 kan semoga dapat tgk heartbeat baby ye semua.  amin...