Ketika cinta bertasbih

Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
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Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu

Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika Cinta bertasbih Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta

Song "Ketika Cinta Bertasbih", by Melly Goeslow Feat Amee

When action speaks louder than word

Something to remind me in the future of how sweet the boyfriend is.. :)

we had this conversation during our dinner last night when I asked him this question:-

"baby, masa i nak balik dari umrah tu, u excited tak nak jumpa i?"

"takde pun excited.. biasa jer.. ", he answered confidently.. kejam betul..

"ala.. x excited ke? kenapa u x excited.. hmm.. tapi i excited nak jumpa u semalam even though seminggu je x jumpa..", showing off my monyok face..

"b.. abis tu dah i x excited.. nak buat camna.." -> honestly sedey ok with his answers, and knowing me yang super sensitive and dgn cepat nyer dah nak start bergenang, he then continued..

".. i tak excited b nak jumpa u after u balik dr umrah.. sebab tu la i x amek u kat airport, i xde pun nak tunggu flight u delay sampai kena lepak kat umah aunty u ngan cousins and adik2 u, i xde pun nak stay up malam tu even though the next day i keja, i xde pun nak masuk rumah u bila dah sampai kat umah u and lepak ngan u lama2 kat rumah u malam tu sampai dkt kul 3 pagi. kan i tido kat umah i malam u balik tu b... sebab i x excited pun nak jumpa u after u balik.."

and i smiled... actions speak louder than words.. and i know i should have not asked him that question cos i should have already knew.. all the things he did that night.. the night i came back.. was the answer to my question.


Footnote : His sarcastically in an adorable way favorite statement "tak kan sumer benda i nak cakap baby kan?".... Hmm... yelah..

Why aren't others updating? Let me do the babbling then!

When I'm not in the mood of writing, thus, no updating in my "stories of a girl's life", I would prefer clicking from one blog to another to read other people's entries. Weird enuf.. most of the frequent bloggers' blogs that I regularly follow, they are not updating either... hmm... are people still on raya leaves? or they are just plainly lazy to blog at the moment, like me? Hmmm.... i wonder..

Oh well, it is today the 9th day of Syawal 2009. How time flies.. ya... Did I have a great raya this year? Great isn't the exact word I should use but hey it was not so bad after all... only that I've been missing him most of the 1st week of Syawal.. sob.. sob..

And so.. yesterday marked the end of my so-s0 exciting seremban-subang-lumut-subang one week leave. Believe it or not, I was not in my usual drag-your-feet-to-work mood today despite of today being the first day of going back to work... hmm.. is this the result of being abandoned at home while the family and the rest of our cousins, aunties and uncles were having so much fun by the seaside?? Thanks to my sister who insisted to come back to Subang on the 2nd day of our raya family vacation due to short leave break.. sigh!!

The boyfriend came back from his hometown on Saturday, approximately after 9 longggggg dreadful days of leaving me.... yea yea i know i'm being a little bit over reacted but hey.. suka la. We were so excited to see each other that we can't wait for the next day to go out. Kesian sayang I, balik penat, petang dah jumpa I.. happy nya... and the best thing is.. the boyfriend is slowly quitting smoking... i know it is hard but he is trying.. very hard.. and i like it very much.. :)

At the point of writing this, I am watching "Kekasihku seru" online. Best! Almost finish the whole episodes but for some reason this blardy server is sooooo testing my patience.. ~@#$@%$#^$&!

Iftar @ Delicious

The peeps & I had buka puasa @ Delicious, Bangsar Village last Friday. Actually this was the 2nd buka puasa organised this Ramadhan but because I was not able to join the first round, my dear girlfriend has actually arranged for this 2nd one just so I could be there. Yeap, I really have to admit that I havent actually been actively hanging out with the peeps like before. Yang best nya, when my gf sent out the email to all of us, the subject was "Buka puasa with Naz"... hahaha... rasa cam VIP lak. But hey, thanks darlings for organising the 2nd one. And thanks to those that came to buka puasa with me.. hehehehe...






One of my friends once asked me (can't remember who), "Eh naz, knp kawan2 you orang2 yang sama jer everytime korang hang out or gi holiday?" Hmm, good question. Actually, despite of me being a friendly person, honestly, I have a very limited circle of close friends. Ntah, maybe when u r comfortable with your clique, napa nak susah2 cari yang lain kan? And the above people (plus few more close friends I have - not in the pix above), they have been with me through my thicks and thins.. and I value the bond of friendships that we share.

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Iftar @ The Ship

As far as I can remember, I've never tried dining in @ The Ship before. Probably I have before, the one in Kg Baru, but seriously, my memory of that was so vivid to none. The boyfriend and I have been ushering the ship since last week. Looks interesting.. with the advert " The best steak in town".. very mouth watering. And as I am a steak lover, why not right, to give it a try. So here we were, on the last Sunday of Ramadhan 2009, breaking our fast at The Ship. We went for the one in Uptown as it is near to our place =)). And so.. here are my reviews:-

Ambiance : Excellent

Food & Beverage : Excellent - At least the one we had were superb

Cleanliness : Good

Service : Good

Price : Expensive but worth every cent

Recommended : Definitely

Next time visit? : Definitely

And here are our satisfied & extremely bloated tummy faces.. hehe..

:: Before buka puasa - muka lapar..huhu ::

:: Our appetizer - fresh salads & shark fin soup ::

:: Our meal - Baby had Sirloin steak & I had Rib eye steak ::

:: lets our looks do the talking ::

:: Save the best for last - the desserts.. and yes we were darn full at this time already.. huhu ::

The boy is mine

I heart him

*wink*

p/s: ok, ok, maybe some of my peeps start menyampah dgn i sekarang.. gaduh, gaduh, baik, gaduh, gaduh, baik.. i know.. what ever it is, regardless all the arguments & misunderstanding the boyfriend and i had, I never stop loving him. Korang just doakan for us ok peeps.. =))

I'm sad, so I'm updating..

Oh yes, I am so terribly sad. Tapi untuk jaga hati certain pihak, my entry for this won't be about me expressing my sadness.. I guess, I just have to endure it myself.. after all, I chose for this.. I guessed. And like always, to go through difficult times, I would always go back to the story in the book I read online by Bruce Lawrence:-

There is this part in the book where it wrote about the difficulties and challenges Nabi Muhammad SAW had to face, hence, he asked Allah SWT :- "Can he handle the tests he was given, can he survive it, would he be given a direction where to lead?" Allah SWT turunkan satu ayat which was translated in the book which says "Hope for the best, don't ask too many questions, as I know more than you do and i will lead you".

After reading that, only then I understand. HE knows where it will lead me. All I can do is just pray and ask for the best and leave it all to HIM. Thus, everytime I feel sad, lost, unsure of what is there instore for me in the future, I would remember what Allah SWT told Nabi Muhammad SAW, and I felt relieved.

Yet to get the hard copy of this book from the bookstore =)

Just plain lazy...

Sekarang ni malas betul nak update blog..

tapi banyak benda nak citer, banyak benda nak share.

Peeps, just bear with the sawang2 yang memenuhi blog ni buat masa ni ok?

Will be back when I'm in the mood of updating..

Stay tune!