THROUGH HER THICK & THIN
“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."






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This is a personal blog about a woman - as a daughter, a wife, a career woman, a homemaker, a mommy - and her thoughts and feelings through out her personal/work lives, as a citizen of her beloved country, her previous journey to motherhood and her journey as a mommy. This blog has no intention to offend or to have an influence on anyone. Read at your cost. Erti kata lain, if x suka, u r welcome to click the "X" on the top right hand corner. Erti kata lain lagi, tak payah ler baca...

Friday, 5 December 2008

My current scent

D&G - L'eau the one


Dolce & Gabbana introduces L'Eau The One—a covetable, uplifting new fragrance that carries on the lavish legacy of the original The One, and adds a fruity, head-turning twist. This modern, warm, oriental-floral essence embodies the glamorous diva, but with a lighter mood. She is undeniably seductive and eye-catching with a refreshing attitude of winsome ease. The sleek, contemporary bottle, with its refined white gold finish, reflects the sophisticated charm of the woman who is, and will always be, the one.

Notes:
Bergamot, Mandarin, Lychee, Peach, Plum, Floral Muguet, Jasmine, Madonna Lily, Amber, Musk, Moss, Vanilla, Vetyver.

Style:
Divinely fresh and luxuriously fruity.


p/s: a friend of mine gave me the miniature from Paris. Been looking for the perfume for weeks now. Seriously I am going crazy over the scent. Bila la nak dapat perfume ni.. sigh....

An ultimate waste of time

slept at 4am cos i was watching THISSSS.....



and it was ultimately SUCKS!!!

Thursday, 4 December 2008

Happy 31st Anniversary Ayah & Mama!

:: 4 December 2008 ::

Ayah & Mama all time favourite


1977 till now.. 31 years of marriage = 5 girls.. hehehe..


The parents & the girls (when we were in UK, we used to call ourselves the "Spice Girls".. hehe)
(From left: Dina, Mira, Ayah, Mama, Wati, Iza & Me)


From left: Iza, Mira, Baby Iman, Dina, Ayah, Mama, Aunty Arah & Sweet Naz.. hahaha..

If I'm so wonderful, why am i still single?


I am so gonna look for this book. Perhaps it would be nice to do some reading while sun-bathing (kalau x hujan kan) in Phuket?

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Girls talk

Met Rila and Zurina last Monday night. So b4 Zu sampai, sempat la bergossip dgn Rila. Gossips?? Not exactly gossips la.. basically bout me, being and flying on clouds. Sorry Zu, didn't mean to keep it from you. Seriously i mmg nak share with you my excitement but I think it's just not the right time yet. Ok2, back to my so called "gossips" with Miss Rila, one part of the conversation went like this:-

Rila : Owh my god girl, there are sparkles all over your face.. i know that feeling..

Me : Is it that obvious?

Rila : Oh yes... i know you.. ok updates...?

Me : Ah, I'm going crazie.. do u think he likes me as much as i like him? you know, not the friend kind of like?

Rila : Have you told him that you like him?

Me : Giler aaah... that would be so embarrassing ok. What if he doesn't like me that way?

Rila : But at least you know the answer now. Don't go around the bushes. It might hurt you later.

Me : Uh.. I cannot bear another frustration. Ok, let say, I bagitau dia that I like him.. then, what next?

Rila : Then if he likes you, perhaps you guys can start from there.

Me : And what if he doesn't like me that way? We've been friends for so long, I just don't want to spoil it. I love the feeling I'm having right now. It made my day.. u know after what had happened previously.

Rila : Yes darling, I know. I wish i have that feeling too. At least, your guy is in front of you. Where's mine?

Me : My guy? I wish Rila, I wish.. It's weird, after so long, tiba2 i have this feeling towards him. Where does the feelings come from?

Rila : Things happened dear. You don't asked for feelings to come.. it comes.. That is what love is all about.

Me : Love? Yeah... For all i know, he may not even notice that I exist. Sad huh...?

Rila : No la... think positive ok.... hmmmm.......

Me: Hmmmm.....

So, the conversation was left hanging. Zu came 5 mins later and we just dropped the subject. Still feeling guilty of keeping it from Zu but I know she would understand why. And the chances of Zu reading this is slim if not absence altogether. So i'm pretty safe for now.. hopefully... hehehe...

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Twilight




I seriously wanna watch this movie... I want my Edward Cullen too... :p

Monday, 1 December 2008

Dating?

Someone asked me to define "dating". So dear, here is the definition of it (though i think i should rephrase the question to "are you seeing anyone at the moment?")

Dating:
A date refers to an activity two people share together with the intention of getting to know each other better on a potentially romantic level. Two people who are "dating" therefore, have shared several dates together and have made it clear to one another they are interested in more than just a friendship - even if so far the exchanges have been purely friendly in nature. Dating is, essentially, getting to know someone over an extended period of time to determine if a relationship is something worth pursuing.


p/s : how can one make a person ridiculously on cloud nine...? i wonder....

Sunday, 30 November 2008

No string attached

Perhaps being single is not so bad after all. Peeps, i have officially ended my 4 years relationship for good now. No turning back. I'm starting a new chapter of my life.. yes at a 27 years of age but i guessed, by looking at what happened to so many real life dramas around me, perhaps it is a good decision to be made. No regrets for sure. Love? I have to live with it. If he is not meant to be, then he is not meant to be no matter how hard i've tried. As you grow older, sometimes, love alone is not enough. U need more. U need to feel the love, u need the sparkles, u need someone who is responsible, someone who can protect you, someone who can be there for you when ever u need him. Someone that never takes you for granted. Someone that appreciate u. And I guess, i still have not found that someone and yes, i will never stop looking for that someone.

But again, for all that has happened, i consider myself lucky. Among all, i still have others who still love me unconditionally. Family & friends who have been there all along. Who have been supporting me all the time. Ears to listen, shoulders to cry on. Thanks people. U mean so much to me...

Friday, 28 November 2008

That's what sisters are for..


10 reasons why i love my sisters:-

1. they are there during your ups and downs;

2. they are the one who shares with you the feeling when you are ridiculously on cloud nine even though you may be tgh syok sendiri;

3. they are the one who tells your parents that you are no longer in a relationship and begged our parents to be supportive n don't put any pressure on you;

4. they are supportive in their own ways;

5. they may be very mean but for good reasons;

6. they let u make the decision but never leave u alone when it turned out to be a bad decision;

7. they listen to your problems and craps no matter how many times they have been hearing it for;

8. they give honest opinions and criticise u b4 u embarrass yourself further;

9. they are always there when u have no one to go out with; and

10. they love u unconditionally, again, in their own ways.