Secondly, i would like to congratulate two my colleague in the team who will become ex-colleagues in just a couple more weeks to come, for accepting the offer that came just at the very best time. We will follow u insyaAllah... we? hmm...
Ok.. let me proceed with the entry for tonite. Earlier today, at that place.. had a deep deep conversation with my super superior... more of like venting out all my frustrations. Alhamdulillah.. lega!
- My frustration;
- My frustration; and
- My frustration.
Frustrations of how some ppl can be sooooo inconsiderate. Frustrations of how some ppl can be soooo nice in front of u but in reality they are just plainly EVIL. Frustrations of how u worked ur ass off for some people but they didn't acknowledge u or backed u up just to ensure that their territories are safe (so why bother taking care about their subordinates!) Frustrations of how some ppl can just "cuci tangan", "goyang kaki" by just leaving everything to ppl that they know they can just dumped everything to... and yet, no acknowledgement given and no backing up received. Frustration on how some ppl can easily change their moods (kes mood swing la ni..) and expect everyone to follow their swingssss... ah pls.. whatever! Frustrations on the thought that my portfolio under some ppl are expandinggg and yet, what do i get thereafter? Another dissapoinment? Another sucks year? Another BAD BAD reviews as no one bothers to back me up? Sigh... and the frustration lists just goes on and on.
Somehow or rather... it's not the work that really pressure u so much. It's the attitude of ur superiors. After all, people resigned not because they are leaving the company.. BUT they resign because they are leaving their BOSSES!
I am not mean by writing this.. again, this is my blog and i am merely expressing what i experienced this year.
I may look ok to u.. yes u... but the thought about not getting compensated as i should just still haunted me... and honestly i am not ok. Seriously, i don't deserve this. And stop telling me that the absentism caused this... hey... open up ur eyes... there are other people too that should be penalise if it was bcos of the absentism. Can't u see???? And don't say that i didn't do well... i know how i worked last cycle.
It is just UNFAIR!